i haven't told anyone about mark. i mean, anyone in my family. did i say that before? then today maggie calls. she tells me about a meeting. on tuesday. bring one or two of your parents. she tells me that. how can i, when they don't know anything about it. i can't bring them, because i can't bring myself to tell them. why am i listening to these songs that = mark? its like.. punishing myself. D':