i was going to write about everything that happened between the last time i posted and now, but WHO CARES ABOUT THAT, WE GOT MARK BACKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
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i'm soooooooooooooooooo happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! n__n MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARK!!! we should take lotsa pictures tomorrow. LOTS!

we still went to band camp today. i was tired from connie's birthday party. it was fun.. tried surfing once.. heh. i saw janet and connie do it! yay! so cool! but it was freezing so even after borrowing connie's rash guard, i got out. we missed the meeting.. we were still at the beach at 7. then we went shopping til 9. didn't get anything. haha but i fit a boy's size 4/5 jacket. :P haha. i wanted to get a hat, too, for field season.. and then i though.. what if we don't have field season.. and i tried not to think of it. then went home.. i was very tired. connie saw jessica's card.. she was like "whoa i'm tall!" hahaha first reaction. victoria called me and said at the meeting, they decided it would be better to go to band camp, some parent said that. so.. ok. i fell asleep listening to kylie minogue. woke up late.. went to band camp late. they were in the gym stretching.. MARK'S STRETCHES. but then mr trost and his stupid fat henchman came and wanted to "talk." and he told us about mark no longer being in the regement of gold.. and that they were there to answer questions. i hate them! trost didn't even answer any questions. he just hid behind that other guy and let him answer all the questions. we cried on and off for 3 hours. even the newbies were crying. i hate them! they kept trying to make it seem like mark didn't love us, that he quit and it was his fault he was gone. if you were given a demotion would you accept it!? GOD! its mark's guard! he put in all his effort and money and support and lost health over us, he deserves to be instuctor. and irene asked him how he would feel and he never answered. man. that other guy is so heartless. he's like yelling at us when there's like 30 crying GIRLS in front of him. >F then they left and lorenzo came and then got mad and left. gosh he DIDN'T have to take the offer.. he should have tried to work with mark. everyone cried again.. then natalie talked to us.. cried again. dang and now we can't quit anymore.. i mean, she's like, don't quit, don't leave me, don't let this guard fall apart. before, we asked and only 2 or 3 people would stay if mark was still gone... but after that.. i think only a few people would really quit. i don't know. it was so sad though.. she was talking as though we wouldn't be able to get mark back.. and those talks we had with trost.. man they're so stuck on their decision.. they won't listen to anything we say. ;_; i remember when alicica first told me.. and i was crying and she was saying don't worry, we're going to fight this, we can all quit and they won't have a guard and they'll HAVE to rehire mark. but now.. is that going to work!? then we calmed down a bit and they kept playing mark's music.. its kind of depressing though. ;_; my eyes were sooooo puffy and gross. then i did NOT feel like going home and doing hw or whatever, so grace gave us a ride to janet's house to get money. but she didn't have her keys so she had to go to the office to get one.. and haha she forgot her house number! gosh janet! oh well.. it got sorted out and we took those free cookies haha. i gave two to grace while we waited for janet. then grace kindly (and illegally) drove us to town center. we were first going to watch swat but in the car i was feeling so depressed and suddenly i see CAPTAIN JACK SPARROW saying 'we're going to commandeer a ship' or something.. and i was like AH LET'S WATCH PIRATES! so we watched that instead. i only had $4 so she paid for the tickets and i got her a jr whopper meal.. haha and we snuck the whole thing in in my huge bag.. we looked so weird with practice clothes and stuff. i fell asleep during the part when will is trying to look for the medallion and the ship gets flooded.. and woke up when elizabeth is walking the plank. haha. then we walked around and went in to watch the last part of swat. haha. that was good, though. just what i needed to take my mind off things. but then our eyes got all cloudy and dry and you can feel it all puffy! grr. we got juice it up and i got energy burst with it. didn't help. then i called my aunt to pick us up.. we waited by starbucks and it was nearly 5 already. we were talking about what else, cg, and then i see this old guy in a tank top and visor walking towards us and i almost had a heart attack because i thought it was lorenzo. HAHAHA. and then i broke my cup in anger oops. we got home and i wanted to call jessica and tell her what happened but.. i called jennifer first and she wasn't home.. then i remembered they had academy. sigh. so then.. my mom came home. and i told her and couldn't help crying again. ugh. how much tears can one person have in one day!? i made a puddle in the gym and grace stepped in it. haha. its so sad though. michelle was trying to comfort me and she was the one who didn't get to see mark.. sigh. what a horrible day. at least we got let out early because we were all breaking down.. its not like we could have gotten any work done. even thu cried a little. and cindy, too. i hate lorenzo! and trost and that other guy.. they act like mark was wrong, and he's not good enough, and he didn't love us enough to stay, and that all he cares about is titles, and that his relationship with us weakens us. ARG! *stab* like.. he shouldn't be our friend, he should only be our instructor. >:( insensitive bastards!!!!!