i have to have gackt

god i hate carrots. i just peeled a lot of them. a lot! ahh its very hot >__<

"i'm desperate for a fag"
-someone from gosford park

yes, i did watch the movie again. at two. i noticed that we tend to do that a lot... well, only twice, but still! awww listening to gackt makes me so happy!!!!!! his voice is so sexy!!!!!! ahhhhhhhh. wa.su.re.na.i.ka.ra is the song right now. ^__^ ahhh internet. i want to watch resident evil even though everyone told me it was a stupid movie, not even worth exlaining the "plot" to. i love asrun dream!!!! ahhhhh! oh no band camp is coming up. and today natalie was telling us we have practice still even with band camp, and also we have practice after the first day of school. -__-;; great. well, i'm wondering if it would be wise to join track after all this.... hmmm... plus i told someone i was boycotting track but i don't know if she believed me or not...but still, i want to. i still didn't reach my long jump goal from last year, so... maybe this year? there's no way i can quit colorguard now, because they still need people as it is, and if i go, then its another hole that needs to be filled. so could i do track whist staying in colorguard?decisions decisions... god we have to sell at least five (ahhh its mizerable!!!!!!!!!! :D) car wash tickets, but they're five dollars each! who would buy a car wash ticket for $5!!?!?!?!?!! but oh well. so far i actually did a few things from my summer list. i don't think i'll ever get to do some of the things, i mean its impossible, so i just crossed those out. i love gackt's engrish. o^__^o oh gackt!!!!

OMG. haven't been online in TWO days!!!! stupid internet stopped working again... but now it is!!! YAY. well, it's more like one day, but it stopped working on wednesday, after i put up that last post. so. i'm back. just ordered pizza, mmmmmm. i watched the lord of the rings, the fellowship of the ring two days ago. um yah on wednesday, which was also my grandma's 84th birthday. i love that movie!!! can you believe it was my first time watching it? well, everyone seems to have watched it already. we have it on dvd for free, cool. omg those hobbits are SOOO cute!!!!!!! especially when you can see how short they are!!!! awww. I LOVE FRODO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he looks so cute!!!!!! poor frodo, has to carry the burden of the ring. and legolas!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHH!!! wow at one point he shoots TWO arrows at the same time!!!!!!!! AHHHHH!!!! he's so cool! ok take this quiz.

I am...

Which Fellowship Actor are YOU?

i watched it again yesterday, and i would again today, but it eats up so much time!!! but... i might be tempted to and watch it anyways. oh practice today. i dunno if i have any black left to wear. ok i'm going to watch LOTR again.... ooo legolas has pretty hair!!!!!! *stroke stroke*

look at this stuff, isn't it neat?
wouldn't you think my collection's complete?
wouldn't you think i'm the girl
the girl who has everything?
look at this trove, treasures untold
how many wonders can one cavern hold?
looking around here, you'd think
sure, she's got everything
i've got gadgets and gizmos a-plenty
i've got who's-its and what's-its galore
you want thing-a-mabobs?
i've got twenty
but who cares? no big deal. i want more
i wanna be where the people are
i wanna see, wanna see 'em dancin'
walkin' around on those
whaddya call 'em? oh, feet
flippin' your fins, you don't get too far
legs are required for jumpin', dancin'
strollin' along down the
what's that word again? street
up where they walk
up where they run
up where they stay all day in the sun
wanderin' free, wish i could be
part of that world
what would i give if i could live
outta these waters?
what would i pay to spend a day
warm on the sand?
betcha on land they understand
bet they don't reprimand their daughters
bright young women, sick of swimmin'
ready to stand
and ready to know what the people know
ask 'em my questions and get some answers
what's a fire, and why does it
what's the word? burn
when's it my turn?
wouldn't i love?
love to explore that shore up above
out of the sea, wish i could be
part of that world

wow i actually didn't write anything yesterday. scary. >__>;;; doesn't that face remind you of a shark for some reason? well, we had practice yesterday at the park. we only practiced for about an hour though. but we pretty much got the routine down, i hope. i'm not sure i even have the counts right, because at some points it seems very, very slow. o__O;;;; er... oh well. i tried to bring that point up but no one listened. i tried to play with the rifle but didn't get much joy from it because i seem to have forgotten how to throw it, which is the fun part!!! yay we can get lord of the rings the dvd for FREE!! wow, eh? i also had this dream yesterday, about being kidnapped. me and my sister were kidnapped and it had something to do with tape, and the trunk of a car.... >< anyways, i dreamed i was online in the car which they put us in, because i had a laptop. and i was typing to people online, mainly someone who's sn in my brain had an extra "a" in the beginning. i was saying "i'm being kidnapped!!! right now!!!!!!" yet no one even responded god! i woke up all mad at them, haha. well, i should be mad because *someone* keeps taking stuff that happens to ME, and changing it for his own evil uses!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >>( you know who i'm talking about!!! ooo my brother is playing perfect dark right now. i love that game, even though its so old and ugly looking, as in the people. when i'm mad i just put on a bunch of meat sims and shot them to death!!! muahahahahah!!! my favorite weapons are the instant kill ones though, so they tend to die too quickly (aww). crossbow (instant kill), that magnum one, well then other ones, like shotgun, cmp, phoenix, blah blah. hey we also got a grill some time ago. and i cooked hotdogs on le grill. very yummy. i woke up earlier today, at 2 instead of 2:30! i'm so proud of myself! aha. well, its my grandma's 84th birthday today, so i have to leave practice 30 minutes earlier. muahahahahhahahahah!!!! well i have to go make a card because yesterday i put 85th on the first one i made yesterday, because my sister told me it was 85. ah well.

god my head hurts. >< pain pain pain. i was just thinking i haven't had any headaches for an unusually long time now. i jinxed myself. arg. we did movement today at practice, and i got my socks so dirty and also made a hole >_<;;; and mark said we're doing movement again on wednesday. i could never do those things right. the computer is so slow right now. ugh. its annoying. i want to just go to sleep..... but my hair is wet, so shrug. i'll just wait for it to dry. too lazy to blow dry, i am. victoria got the magazine but didn't scan yet and i dunno if i'm ever going to see it!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!! learned more routine today. its on flag now. going to practice at 9 again tomorrow, park again. o__@;;; i'm not sure i can wake up that early. we're supposed to wear all black next practices, but i don't have any black.... not any that i can think is good to practice in. )__( <-----does that even resemble a face? its supposed to be one. when i click on something, it takes about 8 seconds to show up if its already there. but if its not.. well it takes much longer than that. o__O;;; i want to cut my hair. but it seems that i never will. i hate my speakers, they don't work *cries* did you know i have three pillows on my bed? i actually use all of them too, at different times. my main one is for regular, clean hair. another one is for unwashed hair. and the last one is for wet hair. i have a system. cool, eh? hahahaha you know it is.

something is wrong with my speakers, gackt's beautiful voice is now all fuzzy TT__TT NOOO!!!! everything sounds so crackly.... NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! why now!??! *sob* i have no idea what is wrong with it, either. gah!

IM SO BORED!!!!! ahhhhh bored bored bored. i want a rifle of my own. im bored! i had a very annoying dream about teaching my sister about something. but she refused to do the lesson or whatever. so i woke up all mad at her!!! oh well >( haha

practice tomorrow. i have to stop waking up at 3. it drastically shortens my day. its HOT. ugh. i want to go swimming. i'm starting to confuse dreams with reality. i sleep too long and into the day and i keep remembering bits of dreams to seperate them from real life. i felt very sick yesterday. like a fever. but that passed. i think it was the coke. who reads this anyways? i hope no one. its just a private blog, only for myself. this is summer? i forgot how boring it can get, because i never really do anything. -__-zzzz i just want some sleep. and i want to get my hands on a rifle. i need more gackt. more more more. i predict that i have about 7-9 years before i get married and about 24 years to live. what will i do until then? i tried to write another poem yesterday but i don't have any creative juices. it was no use. i finished the book. don't like it much. i want to do something. ok i'm going to go walk to ralphs now to buy corn. i'll be back......................