oh man i didn't go to the track meet because i overslept. ¬ ¬ yes, i am stupid. i was tired from spectacular and everything, and then... i couldn't wake up. heh. sorry angela and jodi!! i'm so sorry!!! i woke up at around 11:30, saw the clock, realized i missed it, and went back to sleep... until 2:00. then i had to wake up and go to the orthodontist at 2:30. and then i did the mold.. shudder. because i'm getting my braces off!! in 2 weeks; i have to wait for the retainers to come. grr i want them off! oh well, i get them off in time for my birthday! ok gotta watch a movie now, or shower. i'll write more tomorrow. watched 8 mile! i forgot it was rated R. they sure cuss a lot. I LURV HAKU!!


karin said i was anal. i'm not anal, am i?? here's what she was talking about:
anal

adj 1: of or related to the anus; "anal thermometer" 2: (psychoanalysis) a stage in psychosexual development when the child's interest is concentrated on the anal region; fixation at this stage is said to result in orderliness, meanness, stubbornness, compulsiveness, etc. [ant: oral]


perhaps i am. i hope not.

man why does everyone hate me? ...........it makes me sad. i would kill myself but i never really will. what am i blabbering about? i'm not sure. anyway, to explain this: "geez cindy is like leena's... second. i mean... i don't know. she's like her shadow. ciiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiindy what happened??!?!?", it just means that.. cindy seems very far away now. there is nothing wrong with leena. why would you think that?!?!?!??! wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. damnit i have to wait and stay online til 5 because we have to "discuss things" for my spanish project. >F yay vivid. :)

shit my phone bill from florida came. holy shit i'm in trouble. i couldn't refrain myself! its like a credit card.. too easy. sob. i put how much it was but then i erased it because i would look too stupid. -__-;; man i was happy too. because its friday!! wheeeeee!! also because i learned the first 6 notes to MOONLIGHT SONATA!!!!!!!! sigh. it sounds SOOOOOO PRETTY!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! this is cute. haha. man we have to do spectacular. meeeeeeeeeeeeer i don't feel like doing the spanish show. i'd rather do the showcase one. i just want to sleep. sleep-o. man connie and jessica and ingrid and janet should stay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! nooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!! don't leave!! i'd trade them for a hundred newbies. haa we don't even have that many. i'll trade them for susan and zhyra. haha thats mean. just susan then. naw, both. man lotsa hw this weekend.. then i have to go help at the jr high district track meet at 7. 7 in the morning T_T until 10. and then i have dentist appointment (hopefully i get my braces off!!! :D), and then i have a driving lesson, and i have to do a spanish project, and then i have to go watch matrix, even though everyone said it sucked. and i want to go to michelle's house so we can do all that math hw and i can learn piano! PIANO!!!!!!!

ohno i forgot about the financial factor!! when my mom repeatedly threatened to not let me join colorguard next year, i brushed those threats aside as nothing important. but now she really CAN prevent me from joining!! she just refused to pay for anything until i did my hw before 1:15. thank god i only have math today.. but then i might not be so lucky tomorrow.. i'll just pray for less hw tomorrow because i have to pay by thursday... so she only has two more days to evaluate my hw habits by... PLEEEEEEEEASE let me join cg again!!!!!

la li ho! i slept afterschool until 8:30. heehee look what i do with my time now that there's no track and its not a monday or a thursday. i got pictures from thu!! yay. 103. PLUS there was the final performance on it!! whooo!! i didn't know.. and i watched it twice. sigh. makes me feel very nostalistic. memories!! also i got pictures from cheryl.. i owe her some money.. i took a lot hahaha.

came back from cg practice. whew it was fun but very tiring. we did that work over and over again... without rest!! ah!!!! ooo i improved my stag jump because adrianna came and actually taught it to me... before i just tried to do what it looked like to me... no one ever told me how to do it. T_T many bruises as a result. then i did some rifle with cheryl's rifle. i like hers best, or second best, along with connie's. and michelle's! safe at home... haha. she asked me today where it was... i had to remind her that i kept it at home. how odd. its her rifle.. oh well. its very nice. mark is so weird. he asked me if i was still practicing on rifles. man its like he only sees me as a potential rifle. what about my flag skills?!?! hahah jk. still. >F geez cindy is like leena's... second. i mean... i don't know. she's like her shadow. ciiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiindy what happened??!?!? wheeeeee stag jump. it's fun when it's not painful. T_T ew imagine us doing that in front of the whole school... adrianna should go around fixing everyone because we sound like elephants. man i have to concentrate and remember when i'm doing it so i can't do arms and i can't collapse at the end because if i do i lose my concentration and go back to the old, painful, painful way of doing it. heehee this is so boring. michelle, we forgot to give our children away.. i mean dump them.. i mean..

if you ever feel like trying those bernie botts every flavor beans... don't eat grass. >< its GROSS!!!!!!! bleh. and i got booger, too. it was salty. >>;; this girl ate sardine. how sad. i want to try dirt. i heard it was very nasty, though. and vomit is the worst. @_@ ewwwwww i had the taste in my mouth for a long time. a long, long time. stupid wimp, the guy who brought the box only ate the pansy, safe ones. like blueberry. what a fart.

dumb daphne.

i feel so stupid. so very very stupid. my face will be perpetually aflame with embarrassment. ._.;;

anyway, read this. its too funny.

i feel so dumb!! i want to crawl into a little hole and die there. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. i was watching peter pan yesterday. or saturday. peter! you know, there is a real peter pan. O_O i mean his name is peter pan. hahahha. hilarious. ew martinez saw the cg doing our dance today and he was laughing. ¬ ¬ i feel like never facing daylight again after today. noooooooooooooooooo i don't want to go to practiceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!! i learned the new work. its so easy. but i still can't get it 100% right... so i can't do it up to tempo yet.. boring. man i am so lucky. michelle is right. but other times, i am dreadfully UNlucky!! AHHHH!!! the embarrassment. hmm i must be spelling that wrong. christina is so dumb. she was asking ME how to do the work.. before i even learned it... errrrrg. ohmy i just saw this commercial and i think i saw a kid doing hurdles. wwwwaaaaaaaah. sigh. i have to catch up on all my math hw.. i want to sleep though. headache.