anakin, do you read me, this is obi-wan kenobi

the meaning of life is a quest for knowledge and inner fulfilment.

Saturday, May 24, 2003

i'm going to write a book. i'll title it "daphne's adventures". ahaha jk. i am going to write a book though! when i'm older. and you should read it. although if it will ever be published i'm not so sure...
i'm finally better! after being confined to bed all day and feeling sick and lotsa pain, i finally feel free! damnit i missed the play!! ARG i am angry. i paid 8 dollars for it, too!!!! grrrr. plus it was supposed to be 7 because i have asb. >| anyway... i saw draco today! and i called people and they also saw him. awwwwww. so cute! it was the movie, the king and i, and he was the cute son!! so cute!!! i like his accent. i tried the shirt on top of the tank top but it looks weird :\... so perhaps i shall just wear the shirt without the tank top under.. but then.. it will feel lopsided... i wish i could do rifle.. what a liar, mark. LIAR! grrr. "everyone will do rifle for winterguard.." "everyone will do rifle for showcase" liiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiar! *stab* hmm gotta go shopping for showcase..

haha yesterday i was going to go to the red cross banquet.. but at the last moment i decided not to again. and then i went home and slept until 8:30. and then i showered and slept until 2 the next afternoon. is my sleep debt fulfilled yet!??! maybe not.. all i did today was lie around in bed, sleep, feel pain, read, and think. so thats some more sleeping... i hate being sick. i didn't get to go shopping and i feel like a wasted a whole day.

nothing much else to say.. i wish i wrote down all that stuff i was thinking about today. when you're inactive you tend to think a lot. or sleep a lot.

Friday, May 23, 2003

darn i wrote stuff yesterday and it got erased. because i was using my sister's computer and her computer sucks. man i hate that yamashita. that bitch. she's such a bitch. and she gave 5 of us detentions today for being out of bounds. what the hell is her problem!?! she gave out like 7 this week, preying on band people. grrr. i want to slap her, right angela? she asked us if we were in band before giving us the detentions. pffff. i hate her. i remember her yelling at us when the portable band room was next to her portable. i want to slap her!!!! iiiiiiiiiiiiii hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhattttttte her! "i want to kiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiill her!" huh michelle? gosh two bad days in a row. T_T. yesterday.. man. i couldn't help it.. i couldn't keep it in. thanks so much grace. i hope you see this. thanks thu, too. sometimes.. nm.

i bought tickets to see little shop of horrors on saturday. with michelle and janet. janet got a discount and kevin ripped us off. ¬ ¬;; gah my head hurts. i don't think i'm going to the red cross banquet. i'm too tired. tirrrred. i finished reading dead man's folly. man it was a good book. i was sleeping in math again. ever since i drank that green tea my sleeping pattern got thrown off again. i hate complaining. but i do it all the time. its annoying. look, i'm doing it now! its because i'm stuck in this funk. >F
i really do hate some people though. like those obnoxious freshmen in my math class. >F!!! they just TALK and TALK! practically shouting! aaaaaarg. its sooooo annoying. talking talking jabbering away. loudly, with piercing voices. GAH! and i hate that one smart one. she acts all superior. damn freshmen. *shakes fish*

i watched fraiser. it was so funny. it was the episode when its like two different paths. funny. niles and daphne are sooooo funny! and she got sooooooooo fat! omg. when he tries to hug her, he has to do it in two tries because the first time he bounces off her. x_X. oooooo i almost get my braces off! and its almost my birthday! and school is almost out! but it never ends.. maybe summer school, then volunteering, band camp, colorguard practices, and then before you know it we're all juniors. wow. gone are those carefree days we had as children. sigh. i think perhaps i should take an SAT class...

mmm its almost showcase... we better not suck.

Wednesday, May 21, 2003

my birthday wish list! :)
-piano

Tuesday, May 20, 2003

colorguard = bruises, cuts, scars, pain, tired arms, tanning, sunburns, band camp, overuse of sunblock, no free time, long practices, night practices, fatigue, soreness, callouses, black/dirty feet, blisters, bruises galore, scalp pain, overuse of gel/rubber bands/curling irons/hairspray/makeup, ugly feet/legs/arms/nails/fingers, susans, bandies, newbies, odd/multiple/various tan lines, expensive expenses

colorguard = fun


is it in balance?
if you think this is bad:

chaogod87: huk
chaogod87: u need to see me dressed like a girl
chaogod87: xD
iLOvEsEtOkAiBa: OMG
iLOvEsEtOkAiBa: please. no.
chaogod87: i look pretty -_-v

it gets worse...

DC RaGgAmuFfiN: maybe u would like to see me
DC RaGgAmuFfiN: dressed like a girl ^_^
iLOvEsEtOkAiBa: OMG!
DC RaGgAmuFfiN: omg im more pretty then hong ^____^;;
DC RaGgAmuFfiN: **tee hee**


AHHHHHHH!!! @__@;; no, your eyes do not deceive you.
evilB um Q uee n: rose-hulman
evilB um Q uee n: harvey mudd
evilB um Q uee n: cal-poly san luis obispo
evilB um Q uee n: westpoint!
evilB um Q uee n: rochester
evilB um Q uee n: kettering
evilB um Q uee n: UCLA
evilB um Q uee n: UCSD
evilB um Q uee n: Georgia tech

those are jessica's preferences. she has 9. i have 18! i had 17, but that was because i forgot about West Point. here's my list:

iLOvEsEtOkAiBa: in CA:
-occidental
-pepperdine
-scripps
-pomona
-USC
-Stanford
iLOvEsEtOkAiBa: OUT OF STATE:
-notre dame
-wellesley
-HARVARD
-haverford
-brown
-bryn mahr
-middleburry
-amherst?
-princeton?
-west point

its like suicide. how sad if i get 0 letter back. T_T

Sunday, May 18, 2003

oh yeah jessica gave me the sheet music to moonlight. it was the happiest moment in my life. just kidding. i was very happy though. then she and michelle both played some. man michelle is sooooooooooooooooo good. i almost cried when she was playing, it was that good. its because i love the song so much, and i FINALLY hear it so beautifully! ahhhh. because before, when we were trying to figure out the notes it never sounded as good. and when i try to play the few notes i know, it sounds very terrible. michelle should play EVERYDAY! 6th period! ah its in my head right now. :) "WINNER!" oh yeah, tomorrow is victoria day in canada. haha. and i went to my dentist and the nurse/receptionist is vietnamese, and she has the same last name as thu, which i never knew, and i showed her the thu's name in my cell phone and she pronounced it correctly. yay.
on friday i almost killed susan. and i broke connie's rifle. T__T. "poopie." man we sucked at spectacular. why are we always doomed to look stupid in front of the school??!?! WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?!??!?! we better redeem ourselves at showcase. maaaaaaan. everyone else was good except for us. damn. and i messed up SO BAD. it was my worst show ever. EVER!! i NEVER just blank out like that. it was because i bumped into michelle and my flag stopped, and i got confused with the showcase work, and i didn't know how to get back in. because through out the first part i was barely thinking, i was mostly using muscle memory to function, but when my flag stopped and i didn't know how to get back in because i wasn't thinking for a while, and yeah. it was horrible. shudder. i watched white oleander today. its so sad! it was a good movie though. her mom is so crazy. i also watched monster's inc. yesterday. funny.