FIRST PLACE BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh wow we finally get first!!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D and i got to go up for awards, too!!!!!!!!! oh yeah! they better announce it tomorrow. COLORGUARD!! not colorband! yuck! oh gosh my hair is so pretty. and this one girl even went up to me and was like "OMG your hair is so pretty!! can i see it?!? my friend wants to do it for prom!" hahaha. it's a work of art, michelle, aren't you proud. you better be in cg next year or i'll be mad!!! oh man today was fun.. even though we performed so late, at like 9something, so it was like FREEZING. we're one of those cool people now, those who perform so late that they don't have time to change out of their uniforms or eat or anything. whooooo we bet 2nd place by like 5 points! our score went up to 78.3. pretty good, considering all those weapon drops i heard. wow 1st place!! we are so cool. :) oh yeah i forgot to write yesterday. well, not forgot... but i couldn't write about the track meet. man, it was in john glenn, and they have like a manure factory or something right there. YEAH. it smelled so shitty. and angela stepped in poop. YUCK!! i still did pretty bad, even though i did get 1st, 2nd, and 2nd. ohmygosh we beat zoe!! it was because she scratched twice and the place was so shitty.. and mean its like running with potholes! damn! so i got 1st in the 100 HH, oh, and jodi got 3rd!! cool. varsity, too, man. poor britney... she fell.. and then she didn't run the 300 LH.. which i got 2nd in. man the 1st place girl just sprinted like the whole time, and i was like forget it, i'll settle for second. and then i got 2nd in long jump. now i have 15 points. 10 more to go! stupid "drew" i hate him!!! i give him my bark. (hmm that sounds weird, eh? well, if you heard me today, man i was doing it over and over again. haaaa) him and his measly 4 points. LOSER!!! i want to strangle him or cut off his precious legs. MUAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. man today was fun. but i was supposed to go to denny's afterwards to eat and celebrate our FIRST PLACE. sorry, i can't help repeating it. stupid susan. i hate her!! rarw rarw rarw rarw. it kinda sounds like that, haha. ugh sorry michelle (yeh) because you didn't get to go too. :( stupid thu, you traitor! jk.. stupid dad. i want to kill him. "blah blah blah you can't go to denny's, blah, look at the time" stupid. hello, its a celebration thing when you can bond and stuff. jackass. >F >F >F >F i am angry!! rarw rarw rarw rarw. snarl. man my hair looks so good i don't want to take it out. i finally got a good look at it just now, because i had a proper mirror. awwww michelle its so pretty! thanks man. my wrist hurts so much. it hurt already.. i shouldn't have done those tosses w/ michelle. i'm her "prodegy". haha. oops i forgot how to spell it.

man awards was crazy. i was like "AHH WE"RE GOING TO GET FIRST!!!" and then we did.. !! and then whilst we were waiting for our division, natalie was like "look at your girls" and i was like eh? and i turned around and i saw all the flags going crazy in the stands. aww. it was so funny. they were waving and shouting. its because i was the first flag to be able to go. because none of the vets wanted to go. yeah! :D it was fun. sigh. dennys. i want those pancakes. or that breakfast thing. or anything!! MAN i'm hungry. WHOOOOOOOOOOOOO DRIVING TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sorry michelle for dennys! man this must be confusing.. because i keep saying "michelle" and i'm referring to both of them. well at least i helped because i dropped off grace and cheryl. man. i could have been talking about draco to grace!! DRACO! MALFOY!! *sob* oh yeah, congrats on catching your six michelle.

"life is just one damned thing after another." that's a quote but i forgot who said it. true, eh?

i hate not being first. and it's happened so many times that you would think i should get the hint and give up but if i can't strive for perfection, what's the point? well, maybe not perfection.. because there's no such thing. i want to jump to the future and skip all this nonsense. life is full of failures... sigh...

this is my favorite site: webMD.com. haha jk... but it is very interesting... remember this? look, some research for my controversial essay. this is so interesting! i must be a surgeon... but when will i have time for the 4 children?!?? because i must have draco + malfoy. i must! here are some lyrics. enjoy.

tomfelton.com

ohmy read this.

michelle, hair isn't dead SKIN, it's dead cells. cut it with me, okay?

okay okay i figured it out. :) i'm going to have twin boys and i'm going to name them draco and malfoy!!! AHHHHHHAHAHAHHA!!! so cute!!! :D awww. and then the other one will be mad because he gets the last name. hahaha. they better look white, connie!

we took track pictures today. yay no practice. man yesterday i had the BIGGEST headache. i swear, my skull was going to crack open. haha it was funny today because many people thought i was slapping grace. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. ;D oh no, meet is tomorrow and i am so unprepared. oo i don't wanna run. damn i suck. and i'm such a coward. booo. how fun grace or melody get to do the relay.. man they are fast. anyways, my headache just became a slight one today. thank god we didn't really do anything all day. stupid keyboard the "t" is sticking.. i mean it doesn't work and i have to repeatedly press it to make it work. snarl. snarling makes me too animalish. i think i better stop. heh. ah i feel happy because i did my spanish oral already and now it's over with!!! plus i think we did pretty good too. draco, malfoy, enhpad, and enilorac. my children. hahaha. ^__^ hum what should i take next year? i am feeling entirely too happy.. it must be the names. 0^__^0!!!!!!!

i am dead beat. i've changed my view of life. i stick to my old one. also: life is about choices and why we make them.


i'm dead tired. my eyes are so red. blerh. its not fair. when grace is the one to say that we can't go to someting, they just go "ok" rather aggreeably. but when i do it i get "don't give me that shit." and stuff. :(

i have to memorize my spanish oral and do hw. and take a shower. man i'm sleepy.

angry and filled with despair.

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"the meaning of life is a quest for knowledge." that's dumb. life has no meaning. *stab*

Odio et amo: quare id faciam, fortasse requiris.
Nescio, sed fieri sentio et excrucior.: I love and I hate. You ask me why this is so; I do not know, but I feel it, and it torments me. (Catullus)

mark is homer's idol. hahahahahahaha. its so funny. he was following him around all day. hee. :)

competition was fun. i almost went up for awards but irene didn't let me. aaaaaaaaaaaaaah we got 2nd place and we lost to those stupid fish heads!! >F haha jk. well, we lost by 1 point, and our score went up 5 points, so its okay. we got 78.0 this time. yay! so close to 80!!!! i had to tell grace something and i forgot. we went to carrows afterwards and ate. jessica lost my hairspray. i lost my hair brush. and i lost my eyeliner. damn. got so much to do. feck. new chapter for hp! and i didn't read for ap euro. damn i'm dead.