i remember when my dog used to run out of the garage when we went to school and would try to get into the car with us.. and everytime we did laundry, she would see and hear us and would run around to the back and scratch on the door to be let in with us. and when we took her on walks, she would run around so wildly... and it was so funny.. and then if one of us got ahead, she would always stop and wait for the other one. and once when my mom was walking her home from my aunts house, she wouldn't go with her and kept whimpering for us because we weren't leaving yet. and then sometimes afterschool she would burst out of the gate and run up to us, and then run away, wanting us to chase her. now.. she can't do any of those things.


i want to get married. does that sound weird?

my first show as a rifle and i failed miserably. i told you i'm not fit to be mini-jessica. at least i caught the 5. and i can toss a 6 now. roar. i like that word now. i don't know whats wrong with me. my brain short-circuited. was i always like this or can i just not think anymore. i can't seem to put any ideas together and remembering is a struggle. in fact, the only thing i seem to remember IS COLORGUARD WORK. gr. things seem to be going well in colorguard. thats good. except it seems to affect everything else in a negative way. or maybe its just me. i don't think i can function any longer. i'm going to burn out. its not even first quarter. barely 2 weeks of school past. and i'm falling apart! i can't wake up on time.. i'm forgetting everything.. i can't finish my hw... i'm not studying.. i'm sleeping late.. i'm procrastinating... i'm slow. rarw. and i'm failing everything. melody was right! i can't handle all this! at least i have an A in cooking.. and colorguard... and english. 74% in ap us.. i'm useless. here's something to cheer up with:

imMATUREdudeoio: wanna hear a joke?
imMATUREdudeoio: A blonde was swerving all over the road and driving very badly, so she got pulled over by a cop.
The cop walked up to her window and asked, "Miss, why are you driving so recklessly?"

imMATUREdudeoio: The blonde said, "I'm sorry sir, but wherever I go, there's always a tree in front of me and I can't seem to get away from it!"
The cop looked at her and said, "Lady, that's your air freshener!"


heehee. funny.