anakin, do you read me, this is obi-wan kenobi

the meaning of life is a quest for knowledge and inner fulfilment.

Saturday, January 18, 2003

oops i was supposed to continue that last one a while ago.. oh well... BUT FIRST... HARRY POTTER THE FIFTH BOOK COMES OUT JUNE 21!!!!!!!!! its harry potter and the order of the phoenix ooooo i want to read it. except the title sounds kinda stupid. ohwell.

ok, let me continue the dream.. lets see... ok, i was first the mom, and then we (er, my husband and i) were watching the crazy girl put our baby in a tub of water, and i tried to stop her from putting its head under, but she stopped me, saying "it could breathe like that!" and after watching do this thing with a laser-y thing, and showing us on the screen, ("the baby wants this, see?" *points laser at baby, points at screen, shows symbol/picture that projects on the screen*) and i muttered, how do we know that shes showing us what the baby is thinking. then, she does some more stuff to "prepare the baby" ( i dunno...) and then suddenly she stops (oh, i think she's some kind of alien, or at least some non-human) and she turns on us and says "wait.. how do i know you won't do something to stop me?" or something like "how can i except to trust two humans not to try something?" or something.. more like the second one.. its silent for like 2 seconds, and shes about to do something to us, but then i suddenly grab the lamp next to me and hurl it at her head, then jump up and run at her whilst it smashes into bits and the shade is stuck on her head, in sort of a cartoon manner. i'm about to kick her, but then something happens and i sit back down again. the witch/alien is PISSED. suddenly, i'm the daughter. there wasn't a daughter before, but suddenly i'm sitting from a different place on the floor, and i'm me, the daughter. i put my hands up in the air and i say "i didn't try anything! it wasn't all of us!" so she wouldn't try to get me or anything, and by that time, i think the dad did something/ tried something. but then she snarls "then you're stupid, how could you trust an alien with your baby?" or something like that. oops. and then man i don't want to explain anymore. but we run around trying to kill her, and i was so scared, and then at one point she brainwashes the parents or something and i hide because i know they're going to try to kill me. i hide behind a door and when they both come in with weapons, the alien witch close behind, i slam the door before the witch alien gets in and the parents blink, like out of a spell. then i quickly open the door and they thrown their weapons on her. she screams, and we advance on her. then its sort of like i'm there/watching a movie/reading a book, because its not really me doing the action, but "the daughter" and i hear this voice (mine?) speaking outloud, reading from a book, "...something they advance.. something ... hurt her..something.. they do something... but the dad has an alarming almost happy look in his eyes" (aw man i remembered the quote exactly when i woke up, but now i forgot...) anyways, it was saying that he was enjoying this a little too much... then i notice that the mom is not there.. and the witch alien is on the floor, screaming and we see this moving lump in her stomach (its huge!) and the dad goes "look! its him! she has the baby!" and he takes his axe? and hacks the lump open, and she lets out an ear-piercing scream of pain, and then in the dream, i thought i saw a head of the baby, but then i turned out to be somethign else, because she died? and her stomach flips out this weird looking screen/thing.. its reeeeeeeelly weird and ihave to go now, so i'll continue later
maan i wanted to write something last night but my brother was hogging the computer, so i couldn't. oooo i had the scariest dream yesterday!!!!! 0_0!!! it was soooooo scary!!! ahhh!! this crazy witch girl came and kept trying to kill "my brother," this baby. it was soooooooooooo WEIRD. first, it was like i was watching a tv show, w/ a white couple that had this baby. and the nutty witch came in and tried to kill it. UGH!! it was so weird. and then, at first i was the mom, but then

Wednesday, January 15, 2003

OHNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my buddy list...disappeared. 0_0!!!! NOOOOOOO!!!!! i HATE it when that happens. because i NEVER remember all the new ones. *cries* also, rogan didn't let me read today. hMPH. ohwell. and thu gave me a 7 on the ap euro essay. HMPH. ohno ohno spanish written finals are FRIDAY!!!!! and ap euro test TOMORROW!!!!!!! AH THE PRESSURE IS KILLING ME >>; also, we have orals for spanish and projects for math and english. *cries*

how softly the springtime breezes sing
how deeply the distant mountains breathe
there are so many things
to show to you

how softly the springtime breezes sing
how deeply the distant mountains breathe
there are so many things
to show to you
one of these days
hmm my aim isn't working... :/ ohwell. oops i forgot to give and then there were none to yvone.. i hope someone reminds me because i keep forgetting.. maaaaaan i want to drive...

Tuesday, January 14, 2003

oooooo i saw this rifle whilst watching the news and i wanted my rifle. RIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIFLE! i want to play!!!!! i'm sooooooo sleepy... and its only 10:30!! and i slept for like an HOUR afterschool.. i didn't go to track.. i doubt mum would have let me anyways.. i heard the only asain girls were angela, grace, and katrina? (whos katrina?) scaaary. makes me not want to join anymore.. AH! i want to start running though.. i feel so out of shape. i wish we did sit ups/crunches everyday.. i didn't do any hw yesterday.. ._. well, i didn't really have any.. i was very dizzy after cg practice so i showered and fell on my bed! and went to sleep at 12. but i didn't study for math.. which we had a test for today.. it was ok though.. i just didn't get to one problem.. i hope i hope i hope i get a B at least! but not a B- or C+ or any lower.. because then i would be sad... >( damn you salzar! DAMN YOU SALLLLLLLLLZAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!! haa jk... MAN we have practice on fridays now, too. 5:30-9:00 again. :( and our first "super saturday" is.. jan 25. i feel tired already. i wonder how many pairs of socks i will bring... 4?
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angela, if you see this... GACKT IS NOT UGLY! *repeatedly stabs wimpy guy*

Sunday, January 12, 2003

ugh i's so stupid. stayed up until 5 to finish and then there were none. why?!?!?!? -__-'''' why did i do that!!??!?! and now i want to go back to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeep! man i dislike that girl, vera now, because she killed the wolfish guy. noooo! arg gotta do my essay now.. i was about to start yesterday... but i drove yesterday! and went to the mall! ergo, no time until today. man i want my rifle.