man i went to borders with jennifer and my sister and THEY DIDN"T HAVE HARRY POTTER!!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! you could only pick it up if you had reserved it... and you couldn't reserve today.. must wait until monday to reserve it. NOOOOOO!!!!!! i wanted it! man we stayed there for like 2 hours looking for my sister's ap books.. and me and jennifer were looking at various books.... like this one on astrology or whatever for gemini. i get it. two-faced-ness. she kept trying to make me buy this voodoo kit. hahahahaha. and then i dropped her off and we went home and for an hour i cut string beans for dad's food-business thing... it was so boring but at least i get $10 for it... now i have $1,400 again. man... but it won't stay like that... i'll have to use at least $100 and then.. man.. money's going down the drain. oooooooo we finally picked a date for the BEACH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! july 12th, a saturday. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. its cindy, angela, me, jodi, yvone for sure. and melody and thu and grace please please. please be sunny...

ok off the watch casablanca now... damn practice on monday! the cycle begins again!!! wahhhhhh.. i think i have volunteering too.. man cindy has volunteering on like the EXACT time.. 5:30-9 at the library.. and practice is 5:00-9.. shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit! hm perhaps we can change it.. then it will be easier on michelle lee, too, because of the academy thing. man when we were at cheryl's house they were being so mean... and.. like she gets solos because she can do it, not because she specifically begs for them. geez.

ok i was watching the weather, and there's high on friday... 82.. sunny, warm. 0_0 BEACH!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! please please please please please please. and thats before saturday, so angela is still here, right?!?!?!? RIGHT?!?!?!?!? hm better be.

anyway i can't remembered what happened yesterday so i won't continue. oh yeah.. we bet that it will be over... perhaps not during the summer, but about 2 months into the next school year.. i will stop this, i will stop thinking about *****

ok i went to the ortho and did THE MOLD again. ugh that stuff always makes me gag. i walked my dog today. wow huh? its been like.. a year.

man my mom didn't let me go to that midnight party for harry potter yesterday. ok must go now.

so.. depressed! i don't think we're EVER going to the beach ;_; NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! why?!?!? WHY does the weather seem to be against meeeee??? haha jk.. why does it have to be so cold, damnit!!!??!?!?!

anyway i went to my cousin's house today with caroline so she could get her hair done for senior pictures and i could get a ride to cheryl's house. so my sister just had her hair straightened but its like a HUGE difference. aww so nice. anyway i was bored so i got bangs cut to hide my giant forehead but they look all weird!! so i tried to hide them at cheryl's house. man i look like a guy with them!!! ACK!!! so that was horrible... anyway then i picked up janet and we went to cheryl's and at tuna heehee and watched movies! and then i played chess with janet and she kicked my ass but i don't know how it ended up in a draw.. and then we played cards for a bit and then i went home around 6something, and ate dinner and we watched casablanca which we rented because my sister wanted to watch it. and then i ate and pretty much thats it. man i fell asleep and had the CREEPIEST DREAM!!! EGH!! it was totally sickening. BARF! SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GROSS!!! OMG!! jennifer that was the WORST thing that EVER happened to me in a dream.. holy crap even in the dream i was all disgusted. oh yeah i watched catch me if you can yesterday. i like it! so good! haha i'll write more later. oh yeah, its a triangle!

oooooo i had a weird dream last night. i forgot it though, because my sister woke me up!!! darn.. it was weird.. i think.. it involved running around/chasing someone. i dunno. haha my sister had a nightmare. because of her mask. she made these mugs in ceramics, and a bowl. they look cool.. but it feels weird drinking out of them.

ok here's a poem. its cool because its made from alternating people.
original:
time passes by without being noticed
evanescent thoughts flicker by
second by second, as i sit here
watching the clouds blow cold
what is there above the sky
i wonder to myself, asking why the darkness grows
and the purpose of the clean cotton sows
death is among us, frightening the weak
When the time draws nigh
children begin to scream and writhe with agony
sky clears and shows its warm face
and all is silent, calm takes death's place


my version (different ending-last 4 lines):
time passes by without being noticed
evanescent thoughts flicker by
second by second, as i sit here
watching the clouds blow cold
what is there above the sky
i wonder to myself, asking why the darkness grows
and the purpose of the clean cotton sows
death is among us, frightening the weak
a frown masks my turbulent thoughts
why has it come to this?
all because of one mistake
of a single night like this

his version:
time passes by without being noticed
evanescent thoughts flicker by
second by second, as i sit here
watching the clouds blow cold
what is there above the sky
i wonder to myself, asking why the darkness grows
and the purpose of the clean cotton sows
death is among us, frightening the weak
children shivers, rain drops
sky turns into merciless beast
all night pass, sun takes place
innocent as we can be, goes on the feast

mine is MUCH better, don't you think? haha jk jk. anyway, off to go rent some movies now.

my brother got final fantasy VII!!! yay! now i can see sephiroth! :D and cloud, too.

i went to the mall again.. to go shopping with my sister. she got my birthday present! a bag and a shirt. the bag is cool! i can bring that to the beach, too. i bought some shirts and this shirt that says "baseball chick." heehee. oh yeah jennifer is going to get me the book then.. because i'm going to give her the book.. so its even that way.

i was looking at the yearbook. i wish i got it. oh yeah i ran out of pictures.. i wanted to give more away.. i guess i shouldn't have given some people two.. but they were the early ones. i saw this commercial. it said "give blood." i wish i could, now. after watching bruce almighty. haha jk. but i do. but i'm underage. and underweight. fainty fainty.

things i want to/have to do during the summer:
-watch movies
-go to the beach
-band camp
-SAT prep classes
-see sephiroth
-go running
-read harry potter haha
-read books
-rent movies
-do all the summer assignments
-get more sleep
-volunteer
-get a job?
-swim
-eat ice cream
-be lazy
-watch pirates of the caribbean
-go on a mini-vacation
-connie's b-day party
-thu's b-day party?
-get bruises/tan lines in connie's honor haha
-go mini-"camping"
-write a story/poems

hmm last year i had a bigger list.. and i actually did a lot of it! haha who am i kidding. i did do some of the things on my list last year.. lets see if i can do ALL of the things on my list this summer... well this one is easier anyway. ok i'm going to add some more. write a story/poems. hahaha the story last year.. was so dumb.. still unfinished, that.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! school is OVER!!!! uh oh i told.. 10 people!?!?! secret's going to spill... everytime it was because jessica wasn't online.. so i HAD to talk about ! its consuming meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee........

oo today was fun.. awwww it was that last day of school, though!!!!! nooooo!! aw we should have a going-away party for ingy and conme and jess jess!!! we can't see them because no band camp for them!!!! noooo!!! and then we could have seen them allll together, i mean the WHOLE cg, at the beach!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!! why did it have to be cancelled!?!?!?!?!?!?!? so mad!! stupid rain!! stupid natalie!! stupid everyone for not caring!!!

man so many summer assignments. oops i forgot to ask. martinez. about. the. scholar. athlete. thing. stupid. martinez.

i miss rifling. boo. and i can't take home any because.. i don't have any to take home! michelle won't let me borrow hers anymore after i cracked connie's. :/ awwwwww. oh yeah connie's logo's are so.. weird. by weird i mean ugly. haha jk. man i'm getting all flabby... no! i'm out of practice + out of shape! ;_; but also.. my nails can actually grow now.. instead of being ripped from me one by one!

-cheryl's house - friday
-beach trip? - saturday?
i'm going to the beach no matter what!

oooo man jessica made her pages sooooooooooooo pretty. thanks a bunch! and i like those lil flaps heehee. "hey, this rock candy is glass flavored!" aww so cute. and sting is just so cuddley. heehee. ohkay, so i thought i lost my cell phone but i really didn't.. and then... it was in my purse at home. (so stupid, i am) and then we went to the mall and ate at red robin (melody, cindy, and i) and we met up with angela and watched bruce almighty and played some games while waiting for nemo.. and then we watched finding nemo! finally. i think they're both good. the turtles! the turtle is soo cute! n__n and then we walked around and followed that red robin bird and took a picture with it! haha. and then we looked at clothes and stuff.. and then i had to leave. and then i came home.. and had a nice nappy nappy (ah! stupid connie now i sound like YOU! you grossie! stop being so weepy. haha) and woke up. and took a shower. haha so boring. hm i desperately want to change my class next year. oh yeah! melody and cindy might get me HARRY POTTER!!!!!!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!! yes do so! i hope! please! i'll buy cindy that food thing too.

note to self: call jennifer tomorrow

p.s. i have BAD taste, huh melody??!?!? awwwwww *shame* i'm sad though! haha "weepy weepy"

chosen is a meanie. MEANIE! don't help him with ANYTHING! most of all, not chem!! go jennifer! kill him!
^mad ramblings. sorry.

iLOvEsEtOkAiBa: :-):-*
iLOvEsEtOkAiBa: heehee
evilB um Q uee n: haha
evilB um Q uee n: NO
iLOvEsEtOkAiBa: yes!
evilB um Q uee n: NO
iLOvEsEtOkAiBa: yes!
evilB um Q uee n: no
iLOvEsEtOkAiBa: aw why?
evilB um Q uee n: now what would your mother say if she saw that?
iLOvEsEtOkAiBa: haha

aw the faces don't show. look at my profile...

oooooooo man jessica's hair is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo nice!!! SCREAM! i'm so jealous! its soooooooo pretty!!! and it's all thin now. hmm so thats what that means. anyway i took the pictures.. how sad i ruined them haha. my eyes look so tiny. ._. like that. haha. and then we ate and talked and looked at her old pictures. geez the whitney-ers are so.. the same! haha its weird. people at cerritos.. change. oh yeah should i bring a camera to school tomorrow? so i can take pictures of..... hm. actually... nm. ok must do rogan essay now.

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HE DIDN"T SIGN IT THERE WAS NO TIME IN CLASS BECAUSE THE STUPID TEST WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO LONG AND I WAS REALLY GOING TO ASK HIM, TOO!!!!!!!
;_; ah... just forget that.. aw i'm going to miss everyone!!! only one more day of school left!!!!!!! awww. that sucks... i mean, i don't really want it to go on any longer, but yeah this year was pretty fun and i got to sit next to some cool people ;) anyway... going to take pictures today with denise, i think. what a bad day. my eyes are all nasty from only 1.5 hours of sleep. and from the 1.5 hours of sleep the day before that. oh well all this pain and suffering will soon end. awww. haha. "3 pages? awwwwww....... well, not aw.... but... awwwww." yay this summer sounds so fun if we do all the things planned.. starting with finding nemo! haha. whooo hoo i waited forever for that. and then..... the BEACH TRIP! or CG BONFIRE! whatever you call it. i have plans to a) eat, b) dig really large hole with thu, c) take lotsa pictures, and d) do that thing with connie and jessica.. i forgot what it was called.. hee. and then after that i have to find an academy for SAT and do that.. perhaps gateway or han sam. and then there's volunteering with thu and grace and melody and then there's surfing? i dunno i want to learn with connie and them. and then next time i want to go to a fishing derby too!! you can bait it for me, connie. hahaha now you have my phone number, there's no excuse! la li ho. one more day. too bad those 2 hours flew by.. stupid test! >F oh yeah. the math test was hard too. sob. i really wish i studied... omg i'm so sleepy.. going to take a nappy nappy now...


"As Time Goes By"
You must remember this
A kiss is still a kiss, a sigh is just a sigh
The fundamental things apply
As time goes by
And when two lovers woo
They still say, "I love you"
On that you can rely
No matter what the future brings
As time goes by
Moonlight and love songs
Never out of date
Hearts full of passion
Jealousy and hate
Woman needs man
And man must have his mate
That no one can deny
Well, it's still the same old story
A fight for love and glory
A case of do or die
The world will always welcome lovers
As time goes by
Oh yes, the world will always welcome lovers
As time goes by

love that song. :)

i'm tired. slept and then woke up, it was late. did math project. i abhor harris. took forever. now must study for chem and math. *dies*
going to take pictures with denise tomorrow, because i took off my braces. yup, we did it for her, now its my turn. i sent jennifer all these songs.. corrupting her! haha jk. in exhange she did some equations for me. so.. nice! thanks so much jen jen. i've decided no stalking tomorrow. too dangerous. then gotta do rogan essay tomorrow and then I'M DONE! *snoopy dance*

i'm starting to wish i stayed in mun. heeee! XD

ack. i'm a stalker. >> that's scary, huh? oh well. stalking is fun, huh michelle? ^__^ so today was a happy day.

ooo i did my orals for spanish. wow i got an A! whoo hoo. but only on the final... and i was first happy because i thought my grade was an 82%... but it was an 87%!!!! arg if i knew it was that high i would have tried harder! *agony* oh yeah angela is stupid. she stole my paper after she already signed it.. and then people in my spanish class couldn't sign it! oh well... oh yeah, jodi made it all pretty! and its better than yours angela! HA!
ohno chem and math tomorrow! man i'm going to fail! oh yeah.. oh man i can't write anything down anymore... jessica! michelle! go online~!!!

ooo this song! lord of the rings, the breaking of the fellowship. it has some girl singing, but then like somewhere in the middle, its the little boy!! soooooooo cute!!!!!!!! i'm going to make draco join a choir when he's young MUAHAHAHAHAAHAHA.

denise is going to order her lettermen's jacket! SCREAM! so jealous. her's cost... $270. hmm i want one too... anyway i tried to think of which joy luck character i'm most like.. i think i'm most like rose... no wood. haha. wait, thats her name right? because i listen to others' opinions and yeah.. very indecisive... hum.

my eyes are really puffy today. =__= more so than normal. *ahem*
anyway i shouldn't be doing this because i should be working on the ap euro project, eh? but i'm very bored. oh yeah, i remember when i first wanted to go to west point.. when i read gone with the wind and rhett went to west point and that was why he was in artillery and stuff. yep. cool, eh?