oh not fair my sister got this really cool new phone just today. its soooo cool! it can take pictures!! WOW!!!! anyway i'm jealous. haha. oh yeah i got this workers permit. or i'm going to try to get one. cool, eh?
i tried starting my project for euro and this guy came and was installing a new 4-function printer machine thing. so yeah. i got kicked off. not my fault i'm not working!!! haha. anyway we moved the old printer to my sister's computer. i'll miss it! *sniff* and yeah... don't try sawing with scissors because it'll just make your scissors dull. for the interview for the ap euro project, i guess i'll just interview my cousin even though she's just finished 2 years.. oh well. ooooo i wanna watch "Down with Love." :D

JESSICAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!! go online!!! go online i need to talk to you about *****!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
haha yesterday we were talking until 3 about stuff... and then we were letting out all the bad feelings against cg.. and i kept thinking about quitting. tsk tsk what a bad influence! ahha jk. of course i won't... but yeah.. cg does suck sometimes. as connie said, it can bring the best moments of your life but always theres going to be bad times, some of the worst.. yeah something like that. sniff. oh yeah i talked to jodi.. she said she finished! two pages, too! haha. yay that one is going to be bee-u-ti-ful beause its the one she did and jessica did. haha. BEE-U-TI-FUL!!!!

it wasn't princeton that didn't give me one, it was UC Berkeley

evilB um Q uee n: mr. trost is a conniving , two-faced, preganant man
iLOvEsEtOkAiBa: YES!
iLOvEsEtOkAiBa: with lotsa twitching
evilB um Q uee n: he's so selfish
iLOvEsEtOkAiBa: he's pregnant!!!!!
evilB um Q uee n: yea
iLOvEsEtOkAiBa: PREGNANT!!!!!!! that sick bastard
evilB um Q uee n: eternally preganant

10 letters back out of 18. that's crap, i say. the ones i didn't get back were:
-haverford
-brown
-princeton
-amherst
-scripps
-USC
-middlebury
-stanford

HOW SUCKY!!!! aw... i have an obsession!!! and i'm being stupid because of it!!

ooo i love that song, fly me to the moon. :D

Frank Sinatra Fly Me To The Moon Lyrics

Fly me to the moon
Let me play among the stars
Let me see what spring is like
On Jupiter and Mars

In other words, hold my hand
In other words, baby kiss me

Fill my heart with song
Let me sing for ever more
You are all I long for
All I worship and adore

In other words, please be true
In other words, I love you

Fill my heart with song
Let me sing for ever more
You are all I long for
All I worship and adore

In other words, please be true
In other words,
In other words,
I love you


heehee. :) only ONE MORE DAY FOR EACH CLASS. oh my god. >< aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack. yuck josh gave me the picture his dad took. YUCK it is just TOO NASTY!!! omg... and some people saw it.. NOOOOOOOOO!!!!! the form is sooooooo ugly... and i'm like freakin 50 ft above the hurdle.. sigh. its sooo ugly. ;;_;; anyway grace and cindy made my autographpaperthing all nasty! ack! ;_; oh well the other one is still fresh and pretty.. because it only has jessica's and then jodi is going to make it all pretty! yay! and then all the good people will sign in that one. haha jk. sheree must do 5 again. haha jk. lets see, what happened today? in ap euro guest speakers came from UCI and i asked if they knew my cousin who also goes there but they didn't. aw. and then in spanish i wanted to do my oral but there wasn't enough time.. each group takes like 15 minutes when we're only supposed to take 6. . and i don't think all the seniors went even they were supposed to. in chem we reviewed a bit and then signed stuff. jex took forever but at least in the end it reminds me of draco heehee.. green! and in math harris did notebook checks. geez she scares me. 0_0 <--heehee jessica. anyway i think i got full points.. how sad connie and some other people in 2nd period got points off for having old chapters from last quater in there. harris is so strict gosh. thank god amy told me because i had old stuff in there, whew. but still.. she spelled my name wrong. *glare* haha jk. johnny signed too for some reason and it was sooo freakin weird what he wrote. its like "thanks for being in my class" i was like what the.. anyway then we watched joy luck club in english and it was soooo sad and i made spots on connie's papers but i think they dried up without making any marks. and then we took the final which was FREAKIN EASY but not like 100% easy. man michelle, you didn't tell us it had definitions in it! gah. i got that one wrong, too... i think i got maybe three wrong. how dumb. oh well i don't care. oh man i don't want to do the essay.. AND i have to do the euro project... why didn't i start it before??!?! i think thu is done with it.. holy shit i forgot about the interview!!! oh crap.. ><;; man. that sucks. then i have to memorize the second half of my oral too, and do that last-minute math project. AHHH!!! oh yeah then in 6th we did nothing but sign stuff and then i went with connie to the MUN room so she could take pictures of her people and then i was about to leave and then i saw MONA! so i went back for my paperthing and i gave it to her to sign and i signed hers and i made connie take a picture with her camera because i didn't have one. haha. "daphne you ruined the picture!" well she was joking but i looked at it and its true. T_T. ok must go now. MUAH! (can you tell i'm in a good mood?)

p.s. oh yeah my sister got this music video of "hit song" by NRG. heeheehee it is soooo funny! hahah "the cute one" is the one with the high voice. HAHHAHA sooooo funny!!! :)

holy shizzz harris updated the grades. o_o.

Name: LAM, DAPHNE
ID: 002014
Grade: B- (82%)
Total Points: 877.00/1070
Class Rank: 17

sob so low. please please please i don't want a c.

hm english kinda updated.

Name: Daphne Lam
ID: 2014
Grade: A (95%)
Total Points: 507.50/532
Class Rank: 2
guess whos rank one? DUH.

ap euro, terrible:
Name: Lam, Daphne
ID: 2014
Grade: C- (71.5%)
Total Points: 286/400
Class Rank: 18
hmm but thats really old.. like 4/8/03 or something. haha once... my rank was a single digit *daydreaming*
gah now gotta do stupid outlines for harris. that crazy f*ck.

harry harry harry harry harry harry
potter potter potter potter potter potter potter
draco draco draco draco draco draco draco draco
malfoy malfoy malfoy malfoy malfoy malfoy malfoy malfoy malfoy

i <3 them all

OH NO SCHOOL IS ALMOST OVER!!! oh no only TWO more days for each class!!!!!!!!! ;_;

"Mack the Knife" (bobby darin version)
Oh, the shark, babe, has such teeth, dear
And it shows them pearly white
Just a jackknife has old MacHeath, babe
And he keeps it, ah, out of sight
Ya know when that shark bites with his teeth, babe
Scarlet billows start to spread
Fancy gloves, oh, wears old MacHeath, babe
So there’s never, never a trace of red

Now on the sidewalk, huh, huh, whoo sunny morning, un huh
Lies a body just oozin' life, eek
And someone’s sneakin' ‘round the corner
Could that someone be Mack the Knife?

There's a tugboat, huh, huh, down by the river dontcha know
Where a cement bag’s just a'drooppin' on down
Oh, that cement is just, it's there for the weight, dear
Five'll get ya ten old Macky’s back in town
Now d'ja hear ‘bout Louie Miller? He disappeared, babe
After drawin' out all his hard-earned cash
And now MacHeath spends just like a sailor
Could it be our boy's done somethin' rash?

Now Jenny Diver, ho, ho, yeah, Sukey Tawdry
Ooh, Miss Lotte Lenya and old Lucy Brown
Oh, the line forms on the right, babe
Now that Macky’s back in town

I said Jenny Diver, whoa, Sukey Tawdry
Look out to Miss Lotte Lenya and old Lucy Brown
Yes, that line forms on the right, babe
Now that Macky’s back in town.....



heehee i like that song dunno why. oo we get to watch casablanca in ap euro! whoo hoo! thats so cool. haha the actress's name is ingrid. INGRID. oh man she freakin took forever to sign.. like 40 minutes. O_O and so i couldn't get any other cg people. BOO, ingrid! hahaha jk o man i forgot to write something about her being a senior. what an oldie. haha. oh man i did my shirt presentation today and i did it too fast.. i mean i didnt' explain anything really so i think i got points off for that. plus i didn't have a quote. darn darn darn. ("scratching scratchin scratching" hahahaha) ew look at connie's influence. haha. anyway i forgot to say more to my headline stories. i should have talked about the friend who got his arm eaten off by a shark, huh? plus i didn't say who the poisoner was.. but that was not an accident. well we don't know for sure... but its so obvious! stupid bastard. hm i think i should buy another signing paper thing because there's enough room for regular sized ones but not 3-page long ones. hahaha connie. i am so lucky. i didn't have to do my oral! whew!!! omg i was so panicked because was actually writing it IN CLASS the DAY OF!! geez i was wishing so bad to not get called on. and i got lucky! whooo hoo!! haha helen didn't show up today. i wonder why???? haha tsk tsk. her group was all thankful because they didn't have to go then. haha. oh man thanks julia she was right about it. whhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhew. i am so dang lucky. thank god! man brian is mean ;_;

whoo hoo only have 2 finals on the final days haha. and a take home final for english!! sooooo weird.


p.s. DRACO IS NOT GAY!!! SAY THAT AGAIN AND I SHALL PUNCH YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *RAGE*

oo today i found the number. thanks michelle. :)

yay the chem test was sooooo easy. well. easy. but i think i got that one question wrong.. darn. i can't afford any wrong answers at all if i want an A!! at least i did all my hw so i got full points for the packet. whew. you know the harvard sign thing, its like a shield and it says ve ri tas. veritas. draco. heehee. ooo get this song: mack the knife. its funny ^__^. aw i haven't done that face in a while. OH NO ONLY 3 MORE DAYS FOR EACH CLASS!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!! ;_; only one shot next year. nm forget that nonsense. i want my scholar athelete thing. stupid martinez. OH crap i gotta do my shirt for english. MAAAAAAAAN too much work. can't wait for the BEACH, man! today was pointless in cg. trost made us watch the same perfomance over and over again. oh i forgot what they were called. oh well. shrug. its the all-male guard. hahaa. mark's in it. heehee.

i had a dream that i forgot both my personal statement and my extra credit for ap euro. and i almost did. and THEN i really forgot my extra credit! and i asked armstrong and he said i could bring it tomorrow whew. oh yeah i was supremely angry because other people graded our personal statements today, and gosh i wanted to trade with thu because i wrote about colorguard and i didn't want outsiders reading about it, but she wouldn't let me! and then whats WORSE is that they corrected it all..ugh. you're supposed to correct errors, not change the style of it. geez. they ALWAYS do that!!! it's sooooooooooooo annoying. GRRRRRR. its not even wrong, its just my style, and if you change it, you get a different way of saying it which i didn't want. i wrote it that way for a reason geez. i graded their's nicely. snarl. haha didn't do that in a while. remember: rarw rarw rarw rarw. *bite!* O_O. hahaha stupid homer.

man harris is sooooooooo mean and she has all these weird tests and i HATE them and today she gave us another test and she never told us!! not fair!!! and then she graded my test wrong and gave it a lower score than it should have been, and she says to come back at lunch and she's NEVER THERE!!! poor connie went for like the whole week or weeks. and today i went with her afterschool and she asked if she could see the tests and harris is all NO YOU CANNOT I MUST DO THE SENIOR FINALS, OK!? and then she didn't stamp her hw and all that. stupid stupid. man i wanted to steal connie's charm bracelet, she was wearing the one i wanted to get in florida. ;_; oh well at least i got to wear it for... 15 minutes? eh..

p.s. do i guffaw?

oh gosh my eyes are burning. burning like a fire. >< anyway went to the track banquet. man the band banquet was so much better. better food. better place. but it was okay. we ran around and up and down all these flights of the stairs (up the WRONG flight of stairs too... setting off an alarm aahhaha. it WAS us!!! i know it!!!) and it was scary. we also wandered around and tried to get to the pool to no avail. then we ate nasty pie and nasty salad and waited for awards. awards took FOREVER. and martinez cheated me and angela out of a scholar athelete thing. boo. at the end though, i finally got my letter!!! YAY!!!!!!! so beautiful. ;_; <--- tears of joy. i also got a large plaq instead of a small one MUAHAHAHHA. and i got a shirt but its not as good as the frosh-soph one!! back to back!! no fair!!! man grace you have hearing problems. how does "my dad took a picture of you hurdling" or something like that turn into "my dad wants to take a picture of us"????? or whatever you heard. WEIRDO! (helllooOOo!) oh sorry angela and jodi my dad is mean. sorry. oh we also drank coffee it was good. it was soo long and it dragged on until like 10. now i'm sleepy. still gotta do my personal statement, study for chem, and write my oral. haha we wrote a letter to ourselves today. to our 4-years into the future selves. funny. i told myself to love gackt forever. haha jk. man stupid trost made us do marching basics today. that FART. and cheryl is so stiff its funny. and susan sucks SOOO MUCH its waaaaaaaay not funny. gosh left=left, right=right, WHAT THE HELL IS HARD ABOUT THAT???!??!?!?!?! MY GOD!!! what a retard. my eyes have been burning/hurting a lot recently. man i totally bombed my math test. that's right. stupid michelle, you're supposed to make me study! arg. well i was going to study and then everyone kept talking. and i tried to give jessica her shirt back and i keep failing to do so. arg. AHHH only a couple more days of school. 4 days left for each class. ;_; farewell, fellow classmates!!!!!!!!! too bad some people i only have in one class. sigh. time flies too fast.

it seems that i'm like a living oxymoron. sigh. i can't seem to have any definite statements about myself.
oh yuck. this is just.. sickening. true, too. ugh. uh i don't think anyone should click on that.

i'm trying to do my personal statement. what a struggle. today my eye hurt. it got red. and i ate thu-noodle-leftovers. and i found out who julia likes! ._. it was very.. surprising. and i got frustrated over something involving a locker, huh michelle?

here are the two freshman applicants questions in the uc application:
"reflecting on your family's experiences and personal circumstances, what would you like to tell us that is not already revealed or explained sufficiently in your application?"
and
"what you do in the classroom defines only a part of who you are. How do you spend your time when you are not in class or studying? Focus on one activity, two at the most, and discuss what you have gained from your involvement."

guess what I'M going to write about!!?!??! hahaha here's a hint: its for the second question.

p.s. jessica found a mark replacement. heehee

harvard quote:
"What we look for
Academic Talent
You do not have to be at the very top of your high
school class to be a strong candidate, but admitted
students are usually in the top 10-15%. Academic
accomplishment in high school is important, but we
also seek people with energy, creativity, strength of
character, the ability to overcome adversity."