nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!! EVERYONE IS LEAVING!!! THE SENIORS ARE NOW GRADUATES!! AND WE, THE JUNIORS, ARE NOW THE SENIORS. scaaaaaaaary!!!!! i can't think about it! only ONE more year guys! then we must separate!! its going to be the saddest night of my life! but happy too! so bittersweet! bye y'all. must go to sleep now. :)/:'(

i seem to be losing my grip on things. not on reality, exactly (i don't think i'm losing my mind, per say), but... i don't know.. its hard for me to connect my actions to concrete results or consequences. it just doesn't click like it used to, you know? hmm its time to go to sleep. thanks traci (if you ever read this) for the hilarity. i love our convos. so hilarious. we must relieve a lot of stress since laughter helps that, and so much more. AND... the tight black pants aren't THAT ridiculous.. okay maybe they are.