anakin, do you read me, this is obi-wan kenobi

the meaning of life is a quest for knowledge and inner fulfilment.

Saturday, June 28, 2003

i went to the mall and bought a shirt! and me and janet got connie's present.. but i'm not sure if it's complete yet... haha i wanted to get her a hermit crab. haha but then we would have to take care of it until august... >< plus i didn't want to buy a cage or food. heh. we watched charlies angels... eh it was alright.. it was kinda weird.. esp that silent guy. what the hell was that? i think the first one was better.. so if you didn't like the first one.. don't watch it. man we walked around forever trying to find something for connie.. she is so hard to shop for! haha we are cheapies. "buy two get one free" "buy one get the second 50% off" "10 for $5" haha. ooo BUT we went to the print store and there was this LEGOLAS POSTER!!!! AHHHHHHHHH!!!! only 8 bucks man. she got one.. and i want one for a really late birthday present. heehee. yay melody is getting it for me! i hope there's still some left... how much is "plenty"? hmm... and janet is getting me the SLEEPY HOLLOW DVD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 oh yeah and mum is letting me and caroline get a cd each... for the mammoth trip? i dunno why, but i don't care. hm what to get? sleepy hollow soundtrack? perhaps... or something else? oh yeah we saw irene in the bathroom. we were in the same theater, too. oops i kept janet from eating... was very hungry when i came back... hm i think i'm going to try reading moby dick now. oh yeah we got our REPORT CARD. 3.50. hm. didn't expect anything better.. sigh. oh yeah and we got our colorguard wgsac or whatever championships picture back... its so.. not... pretty. blerg. everyone looks.. odd.

p.s. johnny depp and orlando bloom were HERE in ANAHEIM TODAY in DISNEYLAND for PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN!!!! SCREAM we'll sneak in.. get shot.. who cares!

Friday, June 27, 2003

Edward Ross (In Dreams) - The Breaking Of The Fellowship
When the cold of winter comes
Starless night will cover day
In the veiling of the sun
We will walk in bitter rain

But in dreams
I can hear your name
And in dreams
We will meet again

When the seas and mountains fall
And we come, to end of days
In the dark I hear a call
Calling me there,
I will go there
And back again


OMG that is just soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the lil boy singing starts at around 5:18 into the song.. which is 11:35 total... it SOOO CUTE!!! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 AHH!! i feel the need to kidnap him. i'll force draco to be in a boy choir when he's young! ;)

here's orlando. *drool*

oh yeah the rest of the song
may it be-enya
May it be an evening star
Shines down upon you
May it be when darkness falls
Your heart will be true
You walk a lonely road
Oh, how far you are from home

Mornie utúlië (darkness has come)
Believe and you will find your way
Mornie alantië (darkness has fallen)
A promise lives within you now

May it be shadows call
Will fly away
May it be your journey on
To light the day
When the night is overcome
You may rise to find the sun

Mornie utúlië (darkness has come)
Believe and you will find your way
Mornie alantië (darkness has fallen)
A promise lives within you now

A promise lives within you now




OMG jay leno tonight starts right now JOHNNY DEPP!!!!!!!!!
hm i changed the layout but i don't know how to do it... so its all weird... its a blogskin i just dl... hum...

yay jess jess might watch the movie with us... ahemconnie too busy.. no one else online. oh man i forgot to call the SAT place.. oops.. and tomorrow is saturday... i actually have to wake up before 1. nooooooooooo. i told jessica about the ***** dream. man i'm going to miss her at practice. sniff. no one to talk to about him! oh yeah i was supposed to make a list of all the stuff we needed at mammoth. they said it would be hot during the day and cold at night? i don't know. ok my brother wants to use the computer so i'll be gone...
DRACO!!!!!!!!!
aww he looks so cute and so young too!

OMG this one is sooooooooooooooo cute!!! young harry and young ron and look! young draco is looking at them! smiling! <3

harry again

hogwarts

WOOD!!!!!

snape heehee

i'm so bored. can't swim. can't go anywhere. :(

omg i had a dream about ***** but NO ONE is online so i can't tell anyone!!! *suicides*
Wouldn't it be nice - beach boys

Wouldn't it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn't have to wait so long
And wouldn't it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong

You know it's gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together

Wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through

Happy times together we've been spending
I wish that every kiss was neverending
Wouldn't it be nice

Maybe if we think and wish an hope and pray it might come true
Baby then there wouldn't be a single thing we couldn't do
We could be married
And then we'd be happy

Wouldn't it be nice

You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But let's talk about it
Wouldn't it be nice.


aw thats so nice. i like that song. i watched "the pianist." its so long.. and boring. sigh. drove around.. went to 7-11 and got a slurpee.. who actually likes those things? i don't really like them at alll. then i came home, and looked at many pictures of kuja. marvelous. saturday, 2:05, i'm going to watch charlie's angels at the mall with janet.. who wants to come with me? oh for some reason i thought july 12 was a sunday... but its a saturday.. whoops.. hm whats wrong with me? but at least that means grace won't have church! yay! hm and then next saturday i'm going to be at mammoth mountain already.. sigh.. i'm sure i really want to go at all.. and then the saturday after that is BEACH TIME!!!! :D uh oh i still haven't signed up for any SAT thing.. hmm i should be worried.. i'll start calling around tomorrow i promise...

Thursday, June 26, 2003

haha i'm in harry potter. p. 713. well, not me. but "Daphne Greengrass." heehee. ok here's a part that has draco in it. he is so adorable!

p. 412
"Harry heard a snort from behind him and turned around, still holding the Snitch tightly in his hand: Draco Malfoy had landed close by; white-faced with fury, he was still managing to sneer.
'Saved Weasley's neck, haven't you?' he said to Harry. 'I've never seen a worse Keeper... but then he was born in a bin.... Did you like my lyrics, Potter?' "

AHHHHH! he's so cute! he made up that song! awwwwwwwwwwwwww. n__n

oo this one is better:

p. 625-626
" 'Now, do you really want to finish that sentence, Granger?'
Draco Malfoy had slid out from behind the door, closely followed by Crabbe and Goyle. His pale, pointed face was alight with malice.
'Afraid I'm going to have to dock a few points from Gryffindor and Hufflepuff,' he drawled.
'It's only teachers that can dock points from Houses, Malfoy,' said Ernie at once.
'Yeah, we're prefects too, remember?' snarled Ron.
'I know prefects can't dock points, Weasel King,' sneered Malfoy; Crabbe and Goyle sniggered. 'But members of the Inquisitorial Squad--'
'The what?' said Hermione sharply.
'The Inquisitorial Squad, Granger,' said Malfoy, pointing toward a tiny silver I upon his robes just beneath his prefect's badge. 'A select group of students who are supportive of the Ministry of Magic, hand-picked by Professor Umbridge. Anyway, members of the Inquisitorial Squad do have the power to dock points.... So, Granger, I'll have five from you for being rude about our new headmistress.... Macmillan, five for contradicting me.... Five because i don't like you, Potter.... Weasley, your shirt's untucked, so I'll have another five for that.... Oh yeah, I forgot, you're a Mudblood, Granger, so ten for that....' "

ahhhhhhhh he's soooooooooo cute!!!!!!! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
awwwwww man i finished harry potter last night so now i have nothing to read! (other than summer assignments). BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! i can't believe he DIED!!! i am so angry! but leena says she doesn't think he's really dead... man harry is such a moron i want to smack him!!! sigh. ooo and draco is soooooooooo cute! he's so adorable! i want to kidnap him heehee. aww he's all being mean to harry and them... heehee and he made up that song and asked if they liked the lyrics! aww so cute!

anyway i had this really weird dream it was weird... first we had our beach thing but instead of going to the beach, we went on this weird amusement park or water park place.. it was odd. and then either connie or denise was there, too. and i went with her on this slide... but it kind of went out to the sea, and we we swimming in the sea? up to this old house.. and i think it was a house from my other dream. and it was huge and stuff. and somehow, we went inside it. but then later, we're outside with everyone else, and we're like in a food court and ordering food. hahaha what a pointless dream. and then i dreamed another part which i think is totally unrelated. its about my sister, brother, and i, getting a present for my dad and then lotsa tiny presents for my mom... and then thats about it and i woke up. weird. someone should interpret my dreams.

i found this article, "When to Worry About Your Child's Headaches" and then there's this list its so funny:
"A more serious problem should be considered when your child has any of the following:

+New headaches: New headaches that have been occurring for less than 6 months, are worsening and do not improve after treatment.
+Progressive headaches: headaches that are becoming more severe and frequent over time
+Family History: A family history of neurological disease; no family history of headaches.

Also, you should take your child to the doctor if he or she has headaches with:

-Nausea or vomiting
-Weakness
-Dizziness
-Sudden loss of balance or falling
-Numbness or tingling
-Paralysis
-Speech difficulties
-Mental confusion
-Seizures
-Loss of consciousness
-Personality changes/inappropriate behavior
-Vision changes (blurry vision, double vision or blind spots)
-Lethargy: being indifferent, apathetic or sluggish, or sleeping too much"

if my children were having seizures i wouldn't be too worried about if it came with a headache >>;;; hmm i had some of those in the beginning. oh well.

boy its hot. ok not that hot but its getting hotter! yay summer!!!!

i was thinking about last year, or this last school year, and about how much of a failure it was, or i was. such a bad year. in whole, it was a disappointment. i got poor grades and did poorly in track and didn't do a lot of things and didn't meet my goals. like, i never got a 6 from rogan, and i always use excuses to cover it up, like, oh i had to turn in my rough draft i felt like i was going to blackout. i mean, if i hadn't procrastinated i wouldn't have had to do it at the last moment and so i could have actually revised it and perhaps gotten a higher grade? the whole year i allowed myself excuses so i continued to do badly... i never studied even when i needed to, and i didn't get involved with any clubs or anything. well colorguard was okay.. i guess. but it made me bitter, too. plus i got in some fights kinda and was mean to some people. i wish i could go back and smack myself in the head or something. oh well.. the year's gone... even if i went back i don't think i would have done better... i mean, i would have just made the same mistakes, right? i only pray that i passed the ap test and that next year i won't be such a fool.

Tuesday, June 24, 2003

hahaha this is funny. i found an old movie i made. in the opening scene, i'm the apething and caroline is the man. hahaha. you can make a movie too!

also read this article. it is interesting.

yay i'm possibly watching charlies angels, the second one, this weekend. it seems that all i'm doing this summer is watching movies. ¬ ¬;;

mammoth mountain. that's where we're going. oh yeah! grace is going there, too.

oo p. 113
"Sirius mimed blasting the tapestry with a wand and laughed sourly. Harry, however, did not laugh; he was too busy staring at the names to the right of Andromeda's burn mark. A double line of gold embroidery linked Narcissa Black with Lucius Malfoy, and a single vertical gold line from their names led to the name Draco."
DRACO!!!! oo look at this picture of harry. jennifer's daydream.

man my arms are still sore from yesterday. ugh. too many pushups. and crunches!
cindy is dumb. skipping practice. tsk tsk. you must change your library volunteering schedule! oh now its 5:4 on if i look older:younger.

anyway today i woke up at 12 and the ground was very hard... yeah, we all slept in the living room.. and i got a bug bite for that. and then omg i have to read harry potter because there's a part about draco!!!!! AHHHHHHHHH! so.. i'll write more later. here's so VERY VISIT-WORTHY LINKS.

kuja
DRACO!!!!!!!!!!!

the draco one looks soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute! i want to hug him!

Sunday, June 22, 2003

3 people think i look older/"more mature" with my bangs, 2 people think i look younger. personally, i think i look more like a horse. hahaha it matches my horse teeth. i'm thinking that i should start my summer assignments but i don't want to... man practice tomorrow!! ALREADY!!!!! boo. what will cindy do??? hm i made a calender and put all my stuff there, and it all fits! no conflicts! now.. if i can do surfing on saturdays and then academy on tuesdays, thursdays, and fridays 5-9 or whatever, i'll have everything in order!!!!! please please please...