Young men late in the night
Toss on their beds,
Their pillows do not comfort
Their uneasy heads,
The lot that decides their fate
Is cast to-morrow,
One must depart and face
Danger and sorrow.
Look in your heart and see
There lies the answer,
Though the heart like a clever
Conjuror or dancer,
Deceive you with many
A curious sleight,
And motives like stowaways
Are found too late.
He shall again his peace
Feel his heart harden,
Envy the heavy birds
At home in the garden,
For walk he must the empty
Selfish journey,
Between the needless risk
And the endless safety.
Clouds and lions stand
Before him dangerous,
And the hostility of dreams.
Then let him honor us,
Lets he should be ashamed
In the hour of crisis:
In the valley of corrosion
Tarnish his brightness.
-WH Auden.
woooooooooooooo super saturday is over! it didn't even seem that long though.. felt like 6 or 8 hours instead of 10. ooooooo i keep feeling dizzy. stop it! its annoying. hmmmmm i'm not even tired. i thought my legs would be aching, but eh.. only my newly-cauloused feet hurt. ew. this means that in colorguard the physical activity is like 0. ok, for flags, that is. man, after like an hour of track practice, i'm EXHASTED! haaaa i love rifle! but, sniff, it is separated from me most of the time. i wish i brought it home. damn flags. AH! i hate swing flags, and yes, we do swing flags AGAIN. field season was enough, this is too much! rifle! rifle rifle rifle rifle rifle rifle. obsessed, i am. today we cleaned the floor. the whole thing. -__- too for-ever! yah, our's was so clean, eh melody? man i keep having that tilting feeling... its annoying. rifle. today was fun. i hope i didn't tan. i hate being dark. everyone said i was generous when i let them all use my sunblock, but who cares about a tifle like sunblock? of course i would let people use it. mmmmmm we had pizza and boba. mmm boba. and we learned work. mmm work. man friday was horrible. horible. had to go to the library to meet for the math project, but stupid daniel or whatever left and then that short guy came late and i didn't feel like working. and we didn't get the math stuff... and adriana wouldn't let me help on the powerpoint. if anyone believes i'm a senior, he must be really stupid, eh? haaaahahahahahaha! gross two adrianas. *shudder* i hope no one reads this. its non-sensical and all over the place and slightly insulting. i actually
like doing run throughs, and the harder work the better. who0t! :3 i want our uniforms~~~ reminder to self: janet owes me $2; irene still has my shorts, i think.... o i was reading that legolas fanfiction haha. janet made me! jk oops hey mum just came home. two bobas in one day!