damnit, DAMNIT, i was just starting to feel happy again after today, and i was just thinking about how much i love our cg, and then i read thu's blog, and she's all unhappy, and dang now i'm sad again. because.. you know... people are gone, and they're not coming back. MAN.
interestingly, this used to be my public blog and then the xanga was my secret one, and now it changed. i think i'm safer with this one because... i'm 100% sure no one reads it. yay. how stupid if i'm wrong, but i'm not about this. at least, i don't think i am. now if someone was to read that, i would look even stupider. XO



I LOVE AFI!

today mark came back and we actually did work and stuff. and stayed the whole time! haha. i dunno.. it felt like colorguard again.

hm. is it true everyone is lonely? sometimes it seems so.

sometimes i am very lonely.