i got in! i have no idea if i have any classes with anyone though.. so far, not with jennifer. *fearful* i must seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee him to make my day. it makes me so happy, you have no idea. send me a picture of him. hahaha jk. OR even better.. let's go to heritage! wheeeeeeee

omg chosen tricked me. i cannot believe it. *tears hair*


i suck at yes/no questioning.


hm i don't think i'm going to go to volunteering tomorrow because i think they're going to wild rivers and i.. well you know how i dislike water parks and such. oh man the kids are growing super-clingy. LIKE THEY WON'T GET OFF YOU!!! it kinda gets irritating.. especially when you just put one kid down and another one hops on your back. i'm not a freakin robot! ahhhhH! plus i'm a weaking and such, you know. gah. i get very tired. plus some of them are heavy. geez. how much do kids weigh, anyway??? my arms hurt. blerg. hahah i complain so much... but kids are fun.. not, you know, essential evil *ahem.*


i wonder how many people know this: when i was little i wanted to grow up and be a professional ice skater. hahahaha of course, could never afford lessons blah blah blah... we did take ONE lesson... once.. it was fun. sigh. OH YEAH! let's go ice skating, jess jess! and we'll take connie the "professional" who knows all the good places and yeah...


i am bored of my bangs. oh yeah, i saw jennifer at gateway today! (and you know who else eheehee) but i didn't see jessica! anyway i dragged jennifer and we tried to find them.. turned out they were in separate classrooms anyway. haha all that talk about going early and i was TEN MINUTES LATE. boo. it wasn't my fault though, i had to wait for my aunt as a ride. anyway mom let me sign up for that quiksilver surfing lesson thing.. but i think its too late :( it probably filled up already.. ;_;

some people are weird, they think me and jennifer look alike. "omg are you guys twins?!?!.... oh, sisters?!?!... oh, no??? aw come on, don't YOU think they look alike??" and then later this guy was like, hey are you jennifer's sister? or something.. and then also before that, i saw sunny!!! that was the least thing i expected. really, that is just crazy, man! wow.. haven't seen her since 6th grade. i can still recognize her! she looks the same! well, the same, but different.. you know... it was crazy.

ooo i like this song! it's so cute! :D


I Can't Help Myself
The Four Tops


Sugarpie honeybunch
You know that I love you
I can't help myself
I love you and nobody else
In and out my life
You come and you go
Leaving just your picture behind
And I kissed it a thousand times


When you snap your fingers
Or wink your eye
I come a running to you
I'm tied to you, baby
And there's nothing that I can do
Ooh
Can't help myself
No, I can't help myself


Sugarpie honeybunch
I'm weaker than a man should be
I can't help myself
I'm a fool in love you see
Wanna tell you I don't love you
Tell you that we're through
And I've tried
But everytime I see your face
I get up all choked up inside


When I call your name
Girl, it starts the flame
Burning in my heart
Tearin' it all apart
No matter how I try
My love I cannot hide


Sugarpie honeybunch
You now that I'm weak for you
I can't help myself
I love you and nobody else


Sugarpie honeybunch
I'll do anything you ask me to
I can't help myself
I want you and nobody else


Sugarpie honeybunch
You know that I love you
I can't help myself
No, I can't help myself


oh yeah, and yes, it is from forest gump.

i feel empty. hollow. like a shell of a person. how do people get around to writing stories? it's so difficult for me. i'm so bored right now. no one is online! i wish i had a job. perhaps i should have gone to that volunteering thing today. i skipped it because of the headache yesterday. oh well i'll be back tomorrow and i can see the little kiddies again. i didn't have a chance to tell michelle to give the dmv practice tests to christine at practice yesterday. it seems that new guy is going to be there forever. *tears hair* what i hate about him is that he's wrong. nevermind. i just don't like him. but OMG he played the black knights song at practice yesterday! awwww made me miss mark and juan. *sniff* yes, even though mark is stupid sometimes and stuff, i prefer him to that lorenzo guy. BLACK KNIGHTS! i lurv that song! *high pitched singing* hahaha grace always does that. i can't wait until its BEACH TIME! still can't decide on the bathing suit. but jessica said tube tops are bad. "the water will rape you." i'll just close my eyes and pick one blind. there.

i am thinking about letting this blog go. :'( how can i keep two!?!?! i will run out of things to say. ooo and i saw the movie star wars episode 2 again.. and then obi-wan says "anakin, do you copy, this is obi-wan kenobi." what the?!?! i was so sure he said "...do you read me," what the. even my brother says so! he's supposed to have good memory. (i have horrible memory) *****!!!!!!! if i take those SAT classes.. if i end up in the same classes! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH JESSICA IS SO LUCKY! if i don't get in.. i shall make her continue to spy on him for me. :)