anakin, do you read me, this is obi-wan kenobi

the meaning of life is a quest for knowledge and inner fulfilment.

Friday, August 23, 2002

MAN!!! i hate having to type things over because the computer has a fit or something.






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man i had to sell my three car wash tickets door-to-door because i had no one else to sell to and it IS tomorrow. um don't want to type right now. oh yeah, we did 150 crunches today. were supposed to do 200, like yesterday but natalie stopped. i still didn't get past like chapter 3 in that book i'm reading, taken at the flood. and we made up a dance yesterday. i want to supress that memory, please. >__<;;; haha. it wasn't that bad. but eh whatever. i'm tired. and i may have killed some ducks with that dry bread and that yeast. whatever. have to go shower now, while i admire gackt in my head. o^__^o

Thursday, August 22, 2002






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OMG lone wolves are sooooo sexy. he's sexy, yes yes? yes!!! he is irresistible. IRRESISTIBLE, I TELL YOU!!!!!! OMG angela got evil for the bishounen test. she likes to torture LIL PUPPIES!!! LIL PUPPIES!!!!!!! my innocent self can't take it!!! *sob* PUPPIES!!!!!! *cries* poor things. *sniff sniff* aww man i'm going to lose the contest between me and irene, because everyone thinks she's weirder than i am!!! and i got a pity vote at first, but then he changed it!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! *wails* not fair!!!! man!!! i think i'm weirder, so i should win. hmph. today we had a duck adventure at the park. *grins* must tell about it later though, because mom is yelling at me to go to sleep. >__<;;; gah! who needs sleep anyways?!?!

Wednesday, August 21, 2002








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um just took that out of boredom. practice was canceled today because mark had some emergency. hm. i was just driving up there and noticed that the band room doors were closed and no one was there when natalie shouted to me the news, leaving in her car. today was a lazy day. didi wasn't there and we only did some of our crunches. did drill which didn't seem as long as always, then ate lunch. oh yeah! i remember now. cheryl was back today. but we still broke tradition (ok, once you break it, you can't go back and have it back to normal... ><;;) for lunch because cheryl ate with zhyra and yes *she* followed us to the park again. hmmm. no one invites her. so.. what is she doing there??!!??! plus michelle and i were late again ( :( i just realized we never get to see thu do her funny run anymore!!!) and melody took our seat!! because she didn't like sitting on the edge. well that's OUR seat!!!! oh well. it didn't really matter. then melody and cindy and i left them because today was when everyone was coming to get their temporary schedules, and cindy wanted to see angela. the others had fun on the swings, probably. man! we had to walk the long way around because of construction and whatever, and plus we didn't even see anyone, except maggie and julie, and all these nasty freshmen. sickkkkkkk!!!!! i hate seeing freshmen. >>F anyways i convinced them to go to the library but they weren't letting people in, so we went through the office. but there was a big line, so we just turned back. later i had a bit of zhyra's yummy food. and lotsa cindy's addicting shrimp chips. yum. then we learned some dance from natalie, and cleaned up the closet/cabinet a bit because it was waaay messy. we even taped it. wow. we are cool. haha. then we did a bit of flag stuff outside, it was very hot, so we went into the small bit of shade but got kicked out (i mean in... um...) and had to go inside and not talk and watch the rifle people do their thing. they looked very cool. then we got shoved into a closet-y room with didi and she talked about her boyfriend. and she had such long stories about going on tour and also that one night when she made food and yeah that one. mmm i'm so sleepy. um ok the computer is VERY slow right now..... damn gackt dls are not working!!!! *cries*

Tuesday, August 20, 2002

i have a big bruise because i hit myself with a flag, and also a nasty bump on my finger from rifle-ing. yes, it hurts when you press it, which i did to see if it was alive or not. ow... ><;;;
i love bishounen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! o^__^o
OMG i actually cut it... wow. O__O yes, i am surprised also. i actually fell asleep or was nodding off while the person was doing it because i didn't have my usual nap/sleep at 4 or 5. i'm the library now because my computer's internet is not working and but actually now it works, but we already got ready and my sister wouldn't want to do that for nothing.. *ahem* anyways, i had a crazy grass adventure today. it was crazy!!! my insane contact, the clear one too, exploded out of my eye, and while we were doing drill!!! thank god i saw it fly into the grass so i had a rough estimate of where it would be. but, no, i couldn't pick it up immediatly because as i said, we were in the middle of drill. thank god we were at the place were the flag line holds for 12, 12 and 8. whew! i was just crawling around on my knees and stuff, and soon almost everyone joined me. omg we must have looked crazy, for "petting the grass" as ingrid said. the darn grass was so freakin high and it obviously fell through so it wasn't on top, and i was sure someone might have stepped on it as at least two people went down that line. ><;;; but, after seemingly hours and hundreds of people asking what the hell we were doing, i parted the grass, and my! there it was!!!! i took forever!!!!!!!!!! i was so happy and about to give up too. gosh i need to thank those people who spent all that time looking for an invisible contact, crawling on their knees, parting the grass, and eventually ripping it out in frustration ("it helps us see better!!!" ><;;) haha. that was so crazy. please let that never happen to me again. after that wacko adventure with the lost contacts in the grass, we went to eat lunch. but i was waiting for michelle for she was stuck in the band room for a while. tradition will never reign again. all because of cheryl, because she left us. :( but methinks shes coming back tomorrow? so michelle and i got stuck back and when we got to our table, some *ahem* people took our spots. >F angry, we went to sit at the other, bigger table, but thu didn't want us to get seperated, so they followed us there. after eating and bathroom-ing, the swings were open (at last!) and we took turns swinging. i beat thu going higher except it got to scary and i quit. x__X;;; haha. there were no neon-green shirted kids today, so we hogged the swings as much as we pleased. but then it was time to go back. then didi came, and we cleaned, very specifically. then we performed in front of each other in groups (sabre, rifle, flag) and we were very terrible. *hangs head in shame* the rifle and sabre look very cool, and they learned a lot, and it is obviously a lot harder than ours, and much faster. *jealous* oh gosh we never are in time with each other because i always get shoved to the front and thats not a good thing, and also the vets never agree with each other either. zhyra is too slow sometimes, and too fast other times, and vice versa. and the stupid people behind us, who are supposed to follow us, even if we're wrong, first of all don't pay any attention to us, and second, don't seem to follow the counts themselves. well, i don't blame them, because all of us in the front are going at different times. (eheehee oops) at least i could be back there because i'm at that level!!! but i am stuck in the front. and i suck. XO <---"hey no fair!" thats me yelling. ha. oh yeah, someone got cut. oooooooooooo!!! it was megan. my god i think she really deserved it. i mean, its not just because she never seemed to learn (hey doesn't that sound familiar? hmmmmmmmm) and never listens or stays still or pays attention or any of that, but she doesn't even try to do any of that!! at the very least you should try, like the other person i uh, mentioned. thank god no one reads this, i sound like such a bitch. sorry if anyone feels insulted, in no way were those comments directed at you!! ^__^ ehheh heh. ok seems like the library is almost closing, so gotta get back home. and shower, yah! yay didn't use stupid sticky sunblock today, for no sun appeared until about 2:30.
going to cut my hair!!! but how?!?! *dramatic music*
haha today was funny. first people ditched us at lunch (hey!) so only thu and michelle and i went to the park. it was a breaking-tradition day because there was only three of us, and plus we couldn't see thu's old rubber band on the floor. michelle, being gross, asked for the soggy remainder of my sandwich. ewwwww! then we tried to scare off the kids off the swings but we couldn't so we waited for thu who claimed kids ran away from her when she smiled. omg then she met her arch-enemy/rival jessica. the bitchy second grader who lies and hogs the swings. *shudder* she was mean! gosh! and almost made thu cry hahahahaha!! her face looked so funny!!!! OMG!!! haha ok. later victoria gave us ideas to torment her if we ever meet again... HA! ahhhh i'm tired. fell asleep again at 4 and woke up at 5. we had early lunch today and finished the opener and started on the second thing. i played with michelle's unfriendly rifle. its very unfriendly. then we also had practice. and i played with irene's rifle. which was very heavy but easier to spin. not sure if i am going to cut my hair because first i can't decide how to cut it and second i don't know if i can part with it. sniff. ha. i took this test and i was a hamster in my past life. ok have to go to sleep now.

Sunday, August 18, 2002

oh yea i watched vanilla sky yesterday. it... was confusing.... in the beginning, but i think i got it now
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bored. band camp again tomorrow. was going to cut my hair today, but didn't. i never will!!!!! its a curse, i tell you. ~__~;; yea, thats it... i went to my cousin's house today and got mad at her rabbit. stop hiding behind there, damn you!!! *waves fist at hidden rabbit* it doesn't like me, sniff. looked at her japanese fashion magazines and saw lotsa haircuts, but all of them very short, at least shorter than shoulder-length. and i... don't think i can tie my hair if i cut it that short. but they were very cool looking hair styles. i was bored so i wrote stories with my sister on my cousin's laptop. i actually woke up early today because we dropped off my other cousins at the airport- they're going to san francisco. yup. i went there to visit them once. its very windy there...