anakin, do you read me, this is obi-wan kenobi

the meaning of life is a quest for knowledge and inner fulfilment.

Friday, February 28, 2003

"Look at those china dolls..pretty as peaches!" haha
i am a nun + boy... when i put my hood up. the wind was blowing my hair in my face! i didn't have a hair tie!! i have an excuse!!!!!! thank god irene finally gave me hers just so she wouldn't have to see me as a boy.. 8__8 do i look that bad? according to her, YES.
merg my archives disappeared anyways, so i decided to change my template.. except instead of getting an exciting new one, i reverted to my old, boring one. "jazz!" haha jk
ALL THAT JAZZ
C'mon babe
Why don't we paint the town?
And all that jazz
I'm gonna rouge my knees
And roll my stockings down
And all that jazz
Start the car
I know a whoopee spot
Where the gin is cold
But the piano's hot
It's just a noisy hall
Where there's a nightly brawl
And all that jazz!
Slick you hair
And wear you buckle shoes
And all that jazz
I hear that father dip
Is gonna blow the blues
and all that jazz
Hold on, hon
We're gonna bunny hug
I bought some aspirin
Down at united drug
In case you shake apart
And want a brand new start
To do that-
Jazz.
Skidoo
And all that jazz
Hot-cha
Whoopee
And all that jazz
(soft and diabolic)
Ha! ha! ha!
It's just a noisy hall
Where there's a nightly brawl
And all that-
Jazz
(dialog)
Find a flask
We're playing fast and loose
And all that jazz
Right up here
Is where I store the juice
And all that jazz
Come on, babe
We're gonna brush the sky
I betcha lucky lindy
Never flew so high
'cause in the stratosphere
How could he lend an ear
To all that jazz?
Oh, you're gonna see your sheba
Shimmy shake
And all that jazz
Oh, she's gonna shimmy till her garters
break
And all that jazz
Show her where to park her girdle
Oh, her mother's blood'd curdle
If she'd hear
Her baby's queer
For all that jazz!
C'mon babe
Why don't we paint the town?
And all that jazz
I'm gonna rouge my knees
And roll my stockings down
And all that jazz
Start the car
I know a whopee spot
Where the gin is cold
But the piano's hot
It's just a noisy hall
Where there's a nightly brawl
And all that jazz!
no, I'm no one's wife
But, oh I love my life
And all that jazz!
That jazz!

i love that song!!! there's kind of a lot of places where its out of order and wrong, but oh well. i got the cd today! the chicago soundtrack. :) i'm listening to it right now. man i haven't written for a while... oo guess what i did pretty good on my essay, yay! :) she even made a copy to read to the class to show them an examle of a body paragraph... erg... ?__? anyways, my thumb really hurts. i jammed it doing RIFLE. hmm its turning on me... :(

i also love this song:

FUNNY HONEY
[ROXIE]
Sometime's I'm right
Sometime's I'm wrong
But he doesn't care
He'll String along
He loves me so
That funny honey of mine

Sometime's I'm down
Sometime's I'm up
But he follows 'round
Like some droopy-eyed pup
He love me so
That sunny honey of mine

He ain't no sheik
That's no great physique
Lord knows, he ain't got the smarts

Oh, but look at that soul
I tell you, the whole
Is a whole lot greater than
The sum of his parts

And if you knew him like me
I know you'd agree
What if the world
Slandered my name?
Why, he'd be right there
Taking the blame

He loves me so
And it all suits me fine
That funny, sunny, honey
Hubby of mine

[AMOS (Spoken)]
I mean supposin', just supposin', he had violated
her or somethin'...you know what I mean...
viloated?

[FOGARTY (Spoken)]
I know what you mean...

[AMOS (Spoken)]
...or somethin'. Think how terrible that would have been.
It's a good thing I came home from work on time, I'm tellin' ya that! I say I'm tellin' ya that!

[ROXIE]
He loves me so
That funny honey of mine

[FOGARTY (Spoken)]
Name of deceased... Fred Casely.

[AMOS (Spoken)]
Fred Casely. How could he be a burglar?
My wife knows him! He sold us our furniture!

[ROXIE]
Lord knows he ain't got the smarts

[AMOS (Spoken)]
She lied to me. She told me he was a burglar!

[FOGARTY (Spoken)]
You mean he was dead when you got home?

[AMOS (Spoken)]
She had him covered with a sheet and she's givin'
me that cock and bull story abou this burglar, and
I ought to say that I did it 'cause I was sure to get off.
Burglar, huh!

[ROXIE]
Now, he shot off his trap

I can't stand that sap

Look at him go
Rattin' on me
With just one more brain
What a half-wit he'd be

If they string me up
I'll know who
Brought the twine

[AMOS (Spoken)]
And I believed her!
That cheap little tramp. So, she
Was two-timing me, huh?
Well, then, she can just
Swing for all I care.
Boy, I'm down at the garage,
Working my butt off fourteen
Hours a day and she's up mucnhin'
on god-damn bon bons and jazzing.
This time she pushed me too far.
That little chiseler.
Boy, what I sap I was!

That scummy, crummy
Dummy hubby of mine!


haha. ok. anyways, today we were doing swing flags. guess what, you can toss 'em if you roll 'em up and act like the butt is the handles. :)

"if he squatted and ate a banana..." haha, michelle, right? oh yeah i found out that the setting for chicago is the 20's. cool, eh? :) i think i'm obsessed with it.. to-day me and melody went to track.. and she almost went to do pole vault, along with those *TRAITORS*... you know who you are!! *spit flies* i didn't get my stuff today... darn. stupid sheree and karin. and julie. haha we did jumping instead of running.. i was glad when we saw 'em walking my lookin' all tired out.. but not when i saw them leaving earlier than us, looking all happy. merh... man i dunno if i wanna do the hip-hop rally.. because the work is too hard for us flags, right grace?!?! i don't want to make a fool of myself in front of all those people! and that would thus make the colorguard look bad. on the other hand, i get to do rifle! on the other other hand, we have an ap euro test that friday, and i have a spanish test. blerg... i think.. i'm going to chicken out... maybe? man i keep having the urge to say "exactamente!" when someone is saying something i agree with a lot. *shudder* i want to watch chicago again... i love connie's laugh, its so hi-larious. its like she's CRAZY. >>; man mother was talking about moving today... it made me mad. i don't want to move and i will NEVER want to move. why does she want to move?!?! we'er in a very perfect location.. stupid caroline, "i wanna move! i want my own room!" i personally don't really care.. i like this house! whats wrong with it?! sorry.. i just resent change.. and besides, i wouldn't be able to stand living in someone else's house.. it wouldn't be like home.. and then i would be scared in my own room.. yeah, i'm a wimp. haha michelle told me this story about mark in the girls bathroom. "is anyone in there?" "yeeeeeeees!" HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! it was too funny.

i don't have it anymore, but before i had an image of me holding a smoking gun and karin smiling wickedly behind me, staring at the dead body and the spreading blood. i just didn't put it up because i didn't have time...

man i didn't read any of the books i borrow from the library.. no time.. but i did go to track this entire week (except monday). MAN am i devoted. haha jk. i even went on thurday and i stayed at school for like 13 hours.. i calculated it once but i'm not sure if its right. anyway, practice ended at like 4:45 and i just waited and changed, until it was 5:something and i could go into the bandroom. dude i was sooooooo sore because we did indian runs for forever. gah. o i think we can have the old gang back... melody is joining now and maybe angela; plus, cindy might join after melody tells her that mr hefner is the coach for long distance.. instead of that guy cindy hates. who0t! :3 i want to wear my old shoes again.. i like the light feeling... my god denise just told me that mr hefner is only 40-something. 0__0!!!! OMG he looks like 50-60. ack. my mind is boggling. and my eyes would goggle if he was here. gosh i love the music from chicago too much. its rather obsessive.. also, i think i have cyclothymic disorder too... i know i have ocd for sure... really, i am mental. ;)

Monday, February 24, 2003

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i took some tests and then caroline deleted them... not fair she has her own computer now.. sniff. i shall find solace in rifle at practice tonight.
I LOVE GACKT FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE GACKT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FOREVERRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


i hate you grace!!! >F >F :F >:F


i hate mr boschman!!!!!!!! *kills boschman*

Sunday, February 23, 2003

whew i didn't write for a long time... AH we had competition on friday and saturday. and we got 3rd both times!!! pretty good for being bumped up, eh? oh man i am so tired.. last night in the gym i was feeling so feverish but then again it could have been the heat. oo on friday we got to skip 4th through 6th period. it felt like saturday to me.. it was so weird. aw man we didn't do that good.. all the weapons were dropping and i was really surprised. i guess i did alright except i forgot to spin this one part. we got an entire bus for us, so we each got a seat each. aw man i wanted an entire aisle to myself, but they had to use some seats up for the cart. heh i ate alot. and i got this tri tip sandwich. yum. we performed really late though, at around 8 or 8:30... i really don't remember. i was all frantic because i didn't finish my hair... erg what was really annoying was that grace and leena kept asking me "who did your hair?" and when i said janet, they were like "oh, no wonder." whats that supposed to mean!? my hair was ugly?!?! snarl. anyways, ingrid finished it for me... and jessica did my triangles.. they were so pretty! :D on the way back we were listening to the judges' tapes, and on one of them the judge was like "ooo! i really like the sotaes the flags just did" (and i just realized i don't know how to spell that) YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D *sniff* i was.. so.. HAPPY!! go flags!! and then the g.e. judge was like ooo the flags are so pretty and etc. aw. :) except we REALLY have to work on keeping our shoulders to the front...
on saturday i tried to remember that. we carpooled, and my mum drove me, cheryl, michelle, and thu. melody was so mad that she got stuck with susan. aw how sad. anyway, mum had to get boba for first the 4 of us, then the EIGHT of us because other people wanted some... ARG. and then cindy left without getting hers.. uh.. did she totally forget? >O then mum took forever because she had to get the boba.. and then we got lost.. heh. but then we were still in time to get checked in with the rest. and cindy still wasn't there. i was walking around with her boba. haha. oh god my straps were hurting me SOOO much. i had the halter, and i wasn't wearing clear straps, i had a strapless, so all the weight was on the halter straps! and they were rubbing away the skin on my collarbones. *cries* god it hurt like crazy. and then mark wouldn't let me do the X in the back and he tied it REALLY tight. ow. grace saved me by doing the X when he went away. ah, relief. but then i changed it back for the show. grimace. afterwards there were two red spots. ow. oo but on a brighter note, we spent the whole practice time cleaning this ONE section over and over again, very tiring, BUT it paid off!!! ingrid gushed that it was soooooooooo clean. yay!! now i'm really sick and i should get to doing my hw.. so gtg!

o and the song i couldn't remember yesterday.. well, i still haven't got it.. but i will!!

man i was going to do track this week except now i'm sick.. should i still go? oh ok fine.