i hate this eye-twitching of mine! stop it!!! grr i was just deleting some alerts and i saw some old sns. arggg nasty memories. i hate you! you know who you are!! I HATE YOU!!!! I HATE YOU!!! GIVE ME MY CD!!!!!! GIVE ME MY CD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hmph. now i am angry. snarl.
Saturday, February 15, 2003
Wednesday, February 12, 2003
p.s. i opened an umbrella 3 times indoors.. according to cheryl?thu?michelle?, i now will have 21 years of bad luck.. hmmmm. well, it wasn't my umbrella, maybe that bad luck will just fall to them. heh. :)
ahem i'm not going to talk about what i got in the ap euro test... if i had only read the whole thing.. blast!
i hate the rain, my persistant enemy. *shakes fish* GO AWAY! i wouldn't hate it as much if it wasn't so freaking wet. i hate my umbrella. full of holes it is, plus a spoke if broken and i made bigger holes. i also hate rain because it makes me cold. and wet, always wet. grrr. today i gave kristi a ride afterschool. it took like 20 minutes because of jammed cars in the way... and then whilst driving past her house you go by this really LARGE puddle, looks more like a lake, and well, lets just say the resulting splash was probably higher than the car itself. @__@;; i got one of those touch lamps because the old lamp was really.. old. it was too dark at first, so i complained and wanted 100 watts. except there are two bulbs, so that would have been 200 watts. oops. it said it was a fire hazard to be over 40 (80 total) but oh well now we have a fire hazard. (60 watts each...) i don't know what i did all day but i lollied around until about now to do hw... oh yeah it was the tv. my sister turned it on and left the room and forgot to turn it off, so i felt obligated to watch and i got lost in it... today we "performed" in lil groups in front of each other. it was kinda fun. much better than performing all together because we just look so... ugly. but i know we looked really nasty.. erg... and then we watched the other flags, and they were much worse, methinks. sudder. this one part everyone forgot it except thu.. wow isn't she cool. i don't think i forgot anything like i was afraid of, except i messed up on that one part because i dunno how to count it and i couldn't exactly rely on everyone else... i wore my high boots today and my jeans were still soaked! oh the agony! heres a song:
Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high,
There's a land that I heard of
Once in a lullaby.
Somewhere over the rainbow
Skies are blue,
And the dreams that you dare to dream
Really do come true.
Someday I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far
Behind me.
Where troubles melt like lemon drops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me.
Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly.
Birds fly over the rainbow.
Why then, oh why can't I?
If happy little bluebirds fly
Beyond the rainbow
Why, oh why can't I?
aw how cute. damn i want to do the hip-hop show now if we can do rifles... she should let us! because the flags doing it are christina, grace, zhyra, and leena. and if i do it. oh we can all do rifle! or whist they're tossing 5's we can toss triples! or even doubles! i don't care! erg except leena hates rifle or something.. erg.. she can be the one to dance around w/ a pole or whatever natalie said. RIFLE!
i hate the rain, my persistant enemy. *shakes fish* GO AWAY! i wouldn't hate it as much if it wasn't so freaking wet. i hate my umbrella. full of holes it is, plus a spoke if broken and i made bigger holes. i also hate rain because it makes me cold. and wet, always wet. grrr. today i gave kristi a ride afterschool. it took like 20 minutes because of jammed cars in the way... and then whilst driving past her house you go by this really LARGE puddle, looks more like a lake, and well, lets just say the resulting splash was probably higher than the car itself. @__@;; i got one of those touch lamps because the old lamp was really.. old. it was too dark at first, so i complained and wanted 100 watts. except there are two bulbs, so that would have been 200 watts. oops. it said it was a fire hazard to be over 40 (80 total) but oh well now we have a fire hazard. (60 watts each...) i don't know what i did all day but i lollied around until about now to do hw... oh yeah it was the tv. my sister turned it on and left the room and forgot to turn it off, so i felt obligated to watch and i got lost in it... today we "performed" in lil groups in front of each other. it was kinda fun. much better than performing all together because we just look so... ugly. but i know we looked really nasty.. erg... and then we watched the other flags, and they were much worse, methinks. sudder. this one part everyone forgot it except thu.. wow isn't she cool. i don't think i forgot anything like i was afraid of, except i messed up on that one part because i dunno how to count it and i couldn't exactly rely on everyone else... i wore my high boots today and my jeans were still soaked! oh the agony! heres a song:
Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high,
There's a land that I heard of
Once in a lullaby.
Somewhere over the rainbow
Skies are blue,
And the dreams that you dare to dream
Really do come true.
Someday I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far
Behind me.
Where troubles melt like lemon drops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me.
Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly.
Birds fly over the rainbow.
Why then, oh why can't I?
If happy little bluebirds fly
Beyond the rainbow
Why, oh why can't I?
aw how cute. damn i want to do the hip-hop show now if we can do rifles... she should let us! because the flags doing it are christina, grace, zhyra, and leena. and if i do it. oh we can all do rifle! or whist they're tossing 5's we can toss triples! or even doubles! i don't care! erg except leena hates rifle or something.. erg.. she can be the one to dance around w/ a pole or whatever natalie said. RIFLE!
Monday, February 10, 2003
this is one of the stupidest things i've ever done. not read ap euro for 5/6 days, which is the entire chapter.. and the test is tomorrow. i want to shoot myself, why am i so retarded?!?!?!!!??
i love hastings! ahahahaha. captain. :)
i have so much work to do! oops i shouldn't have procrastinated. but, i will never learn. humans can't learn, we repeat the stupid mistakes over and over again. seriously. thats why the meaning of life is not learning, its just a quest for knowledge. i checked, (well, my sister checked) in the quote book and i don't think anyone ever said it. so i hope its original. anyways, i still haven't done any ap euro. i read NOTHING, i still have to do the essay, and i also have to do the study guide. arg i have a spanish essay to do. stupid spanish. i spent the whole morning in bed, doing my hw on my handy-dandy bed tray thing. finished english, math, and going on to chemistry. i'm working in backwards order (period 5, then 4, then 3, then so on) because i must do it in an order, and i can't start with ap euro because its too much. yesterday i totally wasted my time watching that dreadful movie, bourne identity. it is THE MOST RETARDED MOVIE. EVER! oh god it was horrible. i hated the guy and i hated the girl even worse!! gah!! they're so annoying+stupid!! stupid i tell you!!!! especially the girl. and especially the guy. arg! also, the guy killed the other guy, whom i liked because he killed that guy. grrr. oo i wanted to get a new sn and i tried "daphne" but someone already took it! bastard. also, i put it on my buddy list to see if he/she would go online, but he/she never did, so its probably an old one. damnit. *shakes fish* i lost the other book i borrowed. and the one i'm currently reading is rather boring. although there are some characters from a previous book, there's no hastings! :( or poirot. at least its not miss marple. shudder.oh i guess i should do that chemistry now. damn. we have practice tonight. grr. here's something to read that i find enjoyable:
book 3 (hardcover): chapter 6, page 118
"This is very easy," Malfoy drawled, loud enough for Harry to hear him. "I knew it must have been, if Potter could do it.... I bet you're not dangerous at all, are you?" he said to the hippogrifff. "Are you, you great ugly brute?"
It happened in a flash of steely talons; Malfoy let out a high-pitched scream and next moment, Hagrid was wrestling Buckbeak back into his collar as he strained to get at Malfoy, who lay curled in the grass, blood blossoming over his robes.
"I'm dying!" Malfoy yelled as the class panicked. "I'm dying, look at me! It's killed me!"
hahahaha! ok the next one is better.
book 1 (paperback): chapter 5, page 77
In the back of the shop, a boy with a pale, pointed face was standing on a footstool while a second witch pinned up his long black robes. Madam Malkin stood Harry on a stool next to him, slipped a long robe over is head, and began to pin it to the right length.
"Hello," said the boy, "Hogwarts, too?"
"Yes," said Harry.
"My father's next door buying my books and mother's up the street looking at wands," said the boy. He had a bored, drawling voice. "Then I'm going to drag them off to look at racing brooms. I don't see why first years can't have their own. I think I'll bully father into getting me one and I'll smuggle it in somehow."
Harry was strongly reminded of Dudley.
"Have you got your own broom?" the boy went on.
"No," said Harry.
"Play Quidditch at all?"
"No," said Harry again, wondering what on earth Quidditch could be.
"I do -- Father says it's a crime if I'm not picked to play for my house, and I must say, I agree. Know what house you'll be in yet?"
"No," said Harry, feeling more stupid by the minute.
"Well, no one really knows until they get there, do they, but I know I'll be in Slytherin, all our family have been -- imagine being in Hufflepuff, I think I'll leave, wouldn't you?"
"Mmm," said Harry, wishing he could say something a bit more interesting.
"I say, look at that man!" said the boy suddenly, nodding toward the front window. Hagrid was standing there, grinning at Harrry and pointing at two large ice creams to show he couldn't come in.
"That's Hagrid," said Harry, pleased to know something the boy didn't. "He works at Hogwarts."
"Oh," said the boy, "I've heard of him. He's a sort of servant, isn't he?"
"He's the gamekeeper," said Harry. He was liking the boy less and less every second.
"Yes, exactly. I heard he's a sort of savage -- lives in a hut on the school grounds and every now and then he gets drunk, tries to do magic, and ends up setting fire to his bed."
"I think he's brilliant," said Harry coldly.
"Do you?" said the boy, with a slight sneer. "Why is he with you? Where are your parents?"
"My parents are dead," said Harry shortly. He didn't feel much like going into the matter with this boy.
"Oh, sorry," said the other, not sounding sorry at all. "But they were our kind, weren't they?"
"They were a witch and wizard, if that's what you mean."
"I really don't think they should let the other sort in, do you? They're just not the same, they've never been brought up to know our ways. Some of them have never even heard of Hogwarts until they get the letter, imagine. I think they should keep it in the old wizarding families. What's your surname, anyway?"
But before Harry could answer, Madam Malkin said, "That's you done, my dear," and Harry, not sorry for an excuse to stop talking to the boy, hopped down from the footstool.
"Well, I'll see you at Hogwarts, I suppose," said the drawling boy.
(harry, how could you be so cruel??? ;_; poor draco!)
i have so much work to do! oops i shouldn't have procrastinated. but, i will never learn. humans can't learn, we repeat the stupid mistakes over and over again. seriously. thats why the meaning of life is not learning, its just a quest for knowledge. i checked, (well, my sister checked) in the quote book and i don't think anyone ever said it. so i hope its original. anyways, i still haven't done any ap euro. i read NOTHING, i still have to do the essay, and i also have to do the study guide. arg i have a spanish essay to do. stupid spanish. i spent the whole morning in bed, doing my hw on my handy-dandy bed tray thing. finished english, math, and going on to chemistry. i'm working in backwards order (period 5, then 4, then 3, then so on) because i must do it in an order, and i can't start with ap euro because its too much. yesterday i totally wasted my time watching that dreadful movie, bourne identity. it is THE MOST RETARDED MOVIE. EVER! oh god it was horrible. i hated the guy and i hated the girl even worse!! gah!! they're so annoying+stupid!! stupid i tell you!!!! especially the girl. and especially the guy. arg! also, the guy killed the other guy, whom i liked because he killed that guy. grrr. oo i wanted to get a new sn and i tried "daphne" but someone already took it! bastard. also, i put it on my buddy list to see if he/she would go online, but he/she never did, so its probably an old one. damnit. *shakes fish* i lost the other book i borrowed. and the one i'm currently reading is rather boring. although there are some characters from a previous book, there's no hastings! :( or poirot. at least its not miss marple. shudder.oh i guess i should do that chemistry now. damn. we have practice tonight. grr. here's something to read that i find enjoyable:
book 3 (hardcover): chapter 6, page 118
"This is very easy," Malfoy drawled, loud enough for Harry to hear him. "I knew it must have been, if Potter could do it.... I bet you're not dangerous at all, are you?" he said to the hippogrifff. "Are you, you great ugly brute?"
It happened in a flash of steely talons; Malfoy let out a high-pitched scream and next moment, Hagrid was wrestling Buckbeak back into his collar as he strained to get at Malfoy, who lay curled in the grass, blood blossoming over his robes.
"I'm dying!" Malfoy yelled as the class panicked. "I'm dying, look at me! It's killed me!"
hahahaha! ok the next one is better.
book 1 (paperback): chapter 5, page 77
In the back of the shop, a boy with a pale, pointed face was standing on a footstool while a second witch pinned up his long black robes. Madam Malkin stood Harry on a stool next to him, slipped a long robe over is head, and began to pin it to the right length.
"Hello," said the boy, "Hogwarts, too?"
"Yes," said Harry.
"My father's next door buying my books and mother's up the street looking at wands," said the boy. He had a bored, drawling voice. "Then I'm going to drag them off to look at racing brooms. I don't see why first years can't have their own. I think I'll bully father into getting me one and I'll smuggle it in somehow."
Harry was strongly reminded of Dudley.
"Have you got your own broom?" the boy went on.
"No," said Harry.
"Play Quidditch at all?"
"No," said Harry again, wondering what on earth Quidditch could be.
"I do -- Father says it's a crime if I'm not picked to play for my house, and I must say, I agree. Know what house you'll be in yet?"
"No," said Harry, feeling more stupid by the minute.
"Well, no one really knows until they get there, do they, but I know I'll be in Slytherin, all our family have been -- imagine being in Hufflepuff, I think I'll leave, wouldn't you?"
"Mmm," said Harry, wishing he could say something a bit more interesting.
"I say, look at that man!" said the boy suddenly, nodding toward the front window. Hagrid was standing there, grinning at Harrry and pointing at two large ice creams to show he couldn't come in.
"That's Hagrid," said Harry, pleased to know something the boy didn't. "He works at Hogwarts."
"Oh," said the boy, "I've heard of him. He's a sort of servant, isn't he?"
"He's the gamekeeper," said Harry. He was liking the boy less and less every second.
"Yes, exactly. I heard he's a sort of savage -- lives in a hut on the school grounds and every now and then he gets drunk, tries to do magic, and ends up setting fire to his bed."
"I think he's brilliant," said Harry coldly.
"Do you?" said the boy, with a slight sneer. "Why is he with you? Where are your parents?"
"My parents are dead," said Harry shortly. He didn't feel much like going into the matter with this boy.
"Oh, sorry," said the other, not sounding sorry at all. "But they were our kind, weren't they?"
"They were a witch and wizard, if that's what you mean."
"I really don't think they should let the other sort in, do you? They're just not the same, they've never been brought up to know our ways. Some of them have never even heard of Hogwarts until they get the letter, imagine. I think they should keep it in the old wizarding families. What's your surname, anyway?"
But before Harry could answer, Madam Malkin said, "That's you done, my dear," and Harry, not sorry for an excuse to stop talking to the boy, hopped down from the footstool.
"Well, I'll see you at Hogwarts, I suppose," said the drawling boy.
(harry, how could you be so cruel??? ;_; poor draco!)
Sunday, February 09, 2003
my hands are in deporable condition. nails broken, blisters, and skin dry and peeling... part of that last one is definitely the rifle's doing. after practicing for a while i notice mmy skin flaking off because of repeatedly hitting a large piece of wood (the rifle). also, all around the nails it is cracked and nasty. gross. well, interesting about the cut, i guess you could say it is completely healed.. although it is not closed, through the slit you can see a new wall of skin. interesting. fascinating. i wish i could observe this more closely... anyways theres a light patch where the bandage was over the last couple of days. today i woke up really late and couldn't go to the car wash. i felt really bad. i hope they didn't go either.. except they probably did.. i hope they didn't notice i wasn't there. eheh. -__- i went to the library and borrowed several books.. with my new library card! i finally got it renewed... my old one was the REALLY old kind, which i got in i think the first or second grade. ¬ ¬... well my picture looks kind of weird because its close and i look fat. oh well. but at last i have my own library card! the power i now wield.. *cackle* haha jk. well, now i can enter the poety and short story contest. whee. i borrowed several agatha christie books, and one of them was the one that that bastard wouldn't get for me last time. you know, back when i didn't have my own library card... it was cool because i couldn't remember which one it was, shrugged, gave up on it, picked 3 and later when i picked one to read IT WAS THAT ONE! wow, eh? i remember the beginning. WOW what a coincidence. poirot investigates, it was called. i didn't realized it, but it was 14 lil stories and each one was of poirot's investigations told by hastings. haha i love that guy. he is so funny. look at this part:
p. 88
"You know who stole the bonds?"
"I do."
"But then--we must--why--"
"Do not confuse and fluster yourself, Hastings. We are not going to do anything at present."
haha. ok its not that funny but i just think it is endearing. now this part:
p.138
"What?"
"He has been kidnapped!"
"Impossible!" I cried, stupefied.
Poirot threw a withering glance at me, which I knew enjoined me to keep my mouth shut.
haha. aw he's so cute. (and british) i also borrowed two books of quotes. it might be interesting to read or it might help me on my essay. also, i wanted to use my card again. heh. then i went to the dentist. if i use the rubber bands, i might take it off in one month!! oh wow... or probably in 2-3 months.. but still! almost! :D it took me the whole day to finish that book. oops and i said i would do my hw today.. well, its a 3-day weekend, so oh well. i'm happy because i improved my tosses. i can do my doubles and triples much better now. i still can't catch any quads straight. always i catch it like port. or straight up and down. bleh. gotta go to sleep now. oops and blow dry my hair. hey i just realized i didn't go to the mall today and i was going to.. oh well.
p. 88
"You know who stole the bonds?"
"I do."
"But then--we must--why--"
"Do not confuse and fluster yourself, Hastings. We are not going to do anything at present."
haha. ok its not that funny but i just think it is endearing. now this part:
p.138
"What?"
"He has been kidnapped!"
"Impossible!" I cried, stupefied.
Poirot threw a withering glance at me, which I knew enjoined me to keep my mouth shut.
haha. aw he's so cute. (and british) i also borrowed two books of quotes. it might be interesting to read or it might help me on my essay. also, i wanted to use my card again. heh. then i went to the dentist. if i use the rubber bands, i might take it off in one month!! oh wow... or probably in 2-3 months.. but still! almost! :D it took me the whole day to finish that book. oops and i said i would do my hw today.. well, its a 3-day weekend, so oh well. i'm happy because i improved my tosses. i can do my doubles and triples much better now. i still can't catch any quads straight. always i catch it like port. or straight up and down. bleh. gotta go to sleep now. oops and blow dry my hair. hey i just realized i didn't go to the mall today and i was going to.. oh well.
