i found it! "how to escape depression."

YAY i got stuff from HARVARD today!!!!! i feel fulfilled. :) that makes 8 out of 14. whats wrong with the rest of them? >F haha jk. man i'm thinking about switching over to ap chem.. but can i even do that? SHOULD i!?!?!? mental state: confused.

i changed it to "the meaning of life is a quest for knowledge and inner fulfilment."

anyway i was listening to song zelda songs. aw i like those games. and link with zelda is so cute! awww.

sexy. haha jk.

yay the banquet was sooooooooo fun!!! and the dancing was the best part! man michelle should have stayed but then i guess she really doesn't like it. at first cindy wanted to leave but grace forced her to stay and then eventually she was dancing too, and i think she had fun. its only worth the $25 if you stayed... the food was pretty good. haha cindy was complaining because she didn't like lasagna and all she ate was chicken. oops i contaminated the punch. it was an accident, connie!!! i unconsciously poured the punch in my glass into the punch bowl... i don't know why! oh yeah michelle yeh got the "best attitude" award, janet got "best attendance" (even though it should have been irene) and faimin got "miss congeniality" and i got "most dedicated." omg michelle lee kept screaming "mini-me!!" whilst i went up to get the award and the other certificate thing. man we didn't get our letters! what the. oh well. well i got flowers and also stole some ballons. haha the "sperm." oh yeah connie and jessica "broke out of their shell" when we were dancing. hahaha alfredo is so funny. that freshman. he wouldn't dance but he stayed there for the whole time. and then we were trying to get him to dance but he wouldn't. and then grace slow danced with him and she said he went too fast. AHAHAHHAHAHAHAH too funny. and i then i tried dancing with him and i guess he started to dance but then i let go and he stopped. its so funny this other guy was like "do something!" "like what?" "ANYTHING!" ahahah. man i stole my sister's boots.. i hope she never finds out.. they hurt to dance in so i just took them off. lotsa people were barefoot too. we got sooo tired. and then faimin danced with this hot guy, huh grace? man the music kinda sucked later. and we kept waiting for a good song.. and it never came. hhaha there were a couple of good ones. anyway, later jessica and i waited for connie because she had to leave because of a mun conference today. hahaha grace had it too but she still stayed until 12. connie was all fixing herself because she said if her mom found out she was dancing instead of researching, she would be dead hahah. then after it was over me, jessica, and grace went over to the pretty fountain but it was turned off. and then we tried stepping on top of it. going up is ok, going down is scary.. because it slopes down and i was wearing boots. i thought i was going to fall in the water. O_O. anyway i think that was better than a spagetti dinner which melody and thu went to. but man i want to see the baby. THU is a molester. haha jk. man melody and thu came later, and we brought them to our table but janet was being soooo mean to them. so they left, it was so sad. and then we went outside and i almost followed them away but i came back. cindy went with them and then later they all came back. man my balloons are dead already.

we were supposed to watch movies today but angela and yvone changed it to.. THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!! only 8 more days. O_O. i don't mind the change i woke up late today and i'm still tired. heeehee i saw this thing, "how to escape depression." it was soooooooo funny!!! AHAHAHHAHAHA. oh man connie's mom actually told her she could join cg again.. and i told her to seize the opportunity, but.. mun still conflicts... darn. perhaps she will join again. please! oh yeah alex (the girl one, not the shark one) bought me an agatha cristie book but i didn't get her a present so she kept it for herself. hahaha. and then michelle got me and then there were none and she was sure i had it but i didn't.. but i already read it and my sister has it ahahahaa.

yay i was sooooo happy today!!!!! but i didn't even get any presents, how sad. oh well. i feel old. band banquet tomorrow. then i want to watch those movies. angela, you better be able to go!

man gas stoves are dangerous. somethings going to happen!! i know it!! tomorrow, too! haha jk. i had a dream it exploded. !!!!!! thats scary. and today when i came home i was like whats that smell? is that gas? and it was... and i went to investigate the stove.. and it was ON!!! steadily releasing gas into the air.. ah! i turned it off straitaway! still, thats scary man. stupid dad he left it on. ugh one day we're all going to perish from that blasted stove.

lets see. today was a mediocre day... OH but good news melody got my makeup bag!! yay i thought i lost it forever... i was going to go to the lost and found to ask about it.. but she went already for her jacket. yay thanks. then michelle did her prom hair on me, except a crappier version. and we had to go outside and spin for a while for some reason. stupid trost. >F then i went to sleep afterschool, was waiting for grace's call. but then melody called and i was asleep so.. then i went late to the volunteering signup thing. then my number was 51. late. then we waited for a long time and we played foosball and that guessing game and they played checkers. and then i was very lucky and i still got to get those two spots.. .they were the LAST ones too.. whew.. very lucky. that took a while. then i bought food. and went home. then my brother is telling me to stop. yay no practice for three weeks! our only rest, haha.

its. so. exasperating. extracting. information. one. sentence. at. a. time. T_T

i found it.. but they don't have its print at the getty. i feel so.. disillusioned. sigh. well, thats better than this kind of crazed suffering:
AL scen Hiwope: WOuld you like to see my plan to suffer?
iLOvEsEtOkAiBa: good good
iLOvEsEtOkAiBa: plan?
AL scen Hiwope: 5:20-wake up, teeth, wake up parent, run to CPE
iLOvEsEtOkAiBa: oh
AL scen Hiwope: 6:45 ask to be excused, run
AL scen Hiwope: RUN HOME!
AL scen Hiwope: run to schooL!
AL scen Hiwope: hope that they made a private shower in the bandroom for me
AL scen Hiwope: shower!
AL scen Hiwope: go to practice
AL scen Hiwope: and in the 15 free minutes we have after practice, brush teeth, run home and change out of swimsuit
AL scen Hiwope: ahahahahahaa

oh yeah its because we have zero period next year! (did i already say this?) well, its actually "7th" period, but we still meet in the morning. wheee 8 periods next year haha. or two 7th periods? i'm confused about choir though.. i mean, i officially declared that i hate them.. so.. how can i join with the enemy!??! oh yeah i forgot about another thing thats coming up: CG BEACH TRIP!!!!!!!!! WHOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! oh yeah, we gotta dig that hole, thu.

I FOUND IT I FOUND IT I FOUND IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

aarg i HATE my sister's computer SO MUCH!!! it ALWAYS deletes my posts!!!!!!!!!! AARG!!!!

i was in a good mood UP TO NOW! man today was fun though. the getty museum trip. we had to stick to a "teacher tour" though. so annoying. and restrictive. all those paintings! it made me want to be a painter hahah yeah right. haha i made melody late with me because i HAD to go back and get a picture of draco. it was this painting of a boy and he is sooo cute! and he reminds me of draco. if you look closely though, he kinda looks like a girl. its called "boy in fancy dress." draco! :3
i still regret not keeping the flash on.. but that guard was glaring at me. so i turned it off. man i wish i brought more money so i could have bought the print!!! $15, i think it was. iris got the print of the irises, so i should get the print of my future son, right?! i want it i want it... *ahem*birthdaypresent*ahem* hahah jk. i would go back just to get it.. haha jk i want to go back anyway because we didn't get to see two whole buildings of stuff. anyway we saw paintings and furniture and all this other stuff and then we took pictures and we also went to the gardens (man the flower press, jessica!!!) and went to the "good" cafe. it was fun. i was also in a good mood because i came home and i got replies from NOTRE DAME!!! and PEPPERDINE!!! yay!!! after today i also want to go to columbia :)
look at this, its from julia's profile:

MY WEIRD PPLE LIST
Charlene
Sue
Daphne
Robert

why, another daphne!? because i know i'm not a weird person.. haha jk. i got an a on my spanish written final! yay! (A- haha) here are the things that are coming up: birthday, band banquet, watching movies, track banquet! whooo i also plan to do things this summer! take a painting class. haha jk.

i didn't sleep afterschool today like i thought i would. stayed on my sister's computer and played sims. :) revisited nick. hahaha. we have house part now, new stuff = more fun. then i was going to go to practice but i didn't have a ride so i asked jessica but she left and then came back online and said that it was cancelled. yay. so no practice today (even thought we wouldn't have had a real one anyway) and i spent the time reading this site on angela's profile about kingdom hearts. made my head spin. but it makes me want KH2 so much!!! AHHHH!!! sora! riku! anyhoo, haven't been wearing my retainers but i wore them during school so now it feels weird without them. i started reading the labors of hercules which are supposedly the last 12 cases of poiroit because he wants to retire. but that other book i read before, the murder of roger ackroyd was about him retired, and he takes one last case. hhaha. anyway the 12 cases he takes alludes to the 12 labors of hercules. its pretty good. i always like the short story ones. i got all this information from bryn mawr today. it was one of the colleges i sent that ap euro letter to. anyway NOW i find out that its an all girl school. oops. (did you hear that, cindy?) anyway it kept making all these references to haverford, which is another one i sent a letter to. almost makes me wonder if its an all guy school. but it can't be, right? oh yeah i remember there was this school i thought was cool but it was for guys only. like you live on a ranch and in addition to classes, you have to do chores around the ranch. cool, eh? lets see what else happened today.. oh yeah connie thought today we were going on the field trip so she brought lunch and it was like a picnic. hahaha so funny. and then we watched a really boring video and yay everyone is going to the track banquet, unlike last year *ahem*. also we figured out some stuff about the beach day colorguard thing. yay. oh yeah i forgot to tell thu it was our opportunity to dig the hole unlike in florida, where we had no access to any REAL beaches.
man i can't stand mr chan. i was looking at the board and i noticed it said "mr chan" in really cursive-y cursive and i had an urge to go and change it to "mrs chan." O_O i don't know why. oh yeah i got a surprise cupcake today. yummy. it was strawberry. ahhahaa typical. and then i slept in math again (old habits, man) and caught up in english and i didn't feel like asking rogan if her check got in so i don't have any tupperware sales. anyway cindy was acting all funky in 6th today. it was so weird. she was like really really happy or something. her eyes were open all wide and she was staring around. its hard to describe but melody saw it. something to do with a girlfriend and wellesley. hahah jk i dunno. it was funny because melody said "cindy has a boyfriend" and then everyone heard and there were varous comments/questions about how she already had one or etc. anyway don't know why i'm writing about that. man i wish mr chan would DIE!! omg guess what happened. its so crazy + unfair. michelle can't drive, she didn't even get her permit (valid or invalid) and she gets a new CAR!!! AH!!!! i couldn't have been more surprised if she got her own house. hahah. oh well she can't drive it. but thats so freakin lucky i would never get my own new car. sigh. can't even afford SAT classes.
sims is so fun. they got jobs, too, the one that leads into a business career. i didn't pick the medical one because it starts to get all hard and then they need an impossible amount of friends and its too hard to keep up. plus the girl's suit after awhile is so cute! i want it. hahaah. i'm weird, yes.

p.s. i forced a prom pic from michelle. :)

i hate these retainers they make me want to gag. anyway i played ddr today with my cousin and sister. its so addicting! together we burned 951 calories doing diet mode. hahaha. i also finished that book, the murder of roger ackroyd. ack i didn't want it to be him but it was. yuck the murderer is so creepy! not at all like hastings. man i didn't go to the library so i don't think i can do spanish extra credit... darn. oh well i gotta work on the project now. yay its like the only hw i had this weekend. how relaxing. :) 12 more days of school! and i'm almost 16. if i can get those 3 more hours of driver training perhaps i can take the test and get my license! ah!