oh yeah, i forgot to write about something i've been thinking about. how should i cut my hair? i think i've decided on cutting it shorter a bit and then layering it. i guess i'll just do that, but i kept not getting it cut sooner because i wanted to avoid that cut because my sister also got her hair cut like that, and i don't want to do the same thing! x_ x but oh well, i still want to cut it, and i can't think of anything else, so on monday people might see me with new hair, if i remember to get it cut tomorrow. IF. also, should i join track? or not? eww why are my speakers making everything sound so fuzzy? arg >:(

gackt... i love gackt! haha i want to try that crotch-splitter. just to see what it feels like. omg 8 hours!! EIGHT!! hey i just thought of something. what if denise dies first, so then i can replace denise in her place to marry gackt, so i will be after victoria. and then after that, victoria dies. then.... would i... marry... GACKT!?!?!?!?! AHHHHHHHH!! its too good. but then i have to find out if i can replace denise first. you know what, for a while it felt like i was in a movie. and then there was a killer under that bed right there ---> and then after everyone leaves for blockbuster to rent a movie and game, i am alone, home alone, and mr killer (or ms killer or whoever it is) will jump out from under the bed and kill me!!!!!!! oh my. and it really felt like i was in a movie. and then i would leave the room, or the character daphne leaves the room to explain to caroline that she is in a movie and the killer will get her/me. interesting. it really felt like i was in a movie! a very cheesy, badly acted movie, but a movie. what was that!?!? maybe it was what i ate. i love that song, mizerable. ahhhhh! gackt's english in vanilla is sooo cute!!! "pulastik" thats what it sounds like. ^_^ "a crew sees cring knees" hmmmmm? "aishite mo ii kai?" yes! ^^ hmmm what did i do today? oh yeah, i woke up at like 1:30... feels like summer again! whooooo! i want to go to the beach. or somewhere. today was such a lazy day. i did basically nothing the whole day. i woke up, then started writing all those words down from that book, (oh yeah, i finally finished it ~_~) and then i started on three blind mice. its also one of the short stories books. arg the first story was sooo long! it was kind of boring too. ehhh it was okay though. then they had a story with miss marple, that wench. hate her! grrrrrr. so i stopped reading and then did some really boring things, like ate breakfast and did two loads of laundery and ate lunch, read some more, blah blah. then i got the clothes and folded them and put them away, yes very boring. awww no movies this week because the last one was overdue. bleh. :( what else did i do today? seemingly, nothing. oh yeah i watched all the gackt stuff over again. ^_^ that took up some time. then dinner, and then now. yup. thats my boring day, with the exception of watching gackt... what day is today? oh yeah, saturday. i woke up too late (AGAIN! GRRRRRR) to watch yu-gi-oh... :( but then again i'm not even sure it was on today.... hmmmmmmm....

YAY!!!!!! its done!!! WHOOOOOOOOO GACKT!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHH!!!!! you know what i forgot to include in my other post. i was playing with the flags and stuff with my sister outside, when this guy in a car driving past said something like whoooooooo or something. i dunno. how strange...... =/ ??? man i want to keep white dream and moon forever.... i'm NEVER giving it back denise!!!! mwahahahahahahaha!!!!

71%!!!!

poor kaiba!!!! :'( poor, poor kaiba. awwww yugi better get him out. or his soul out. yea. gackt's mizerable live is 48%... darn it was at 77% last night but i addidentally rewrote the file instead of continuing!!!!!! -_-;;; anyways, 5 more days of the horror called summer school!!!! FIVE!!! ugh thats too much. mmmmmm i slept when i got home for a while and also at school so i'm not sure what was real or not. i keep dreaming but forgetting what it was. i even dreamed last night. something about leaving a theater and seeing gackt's name on the floor and stuff.. but no actual gackt. aww. anyways, i was listening to his white dream cd the whole day. *sigh* i love his voice! its so sexy! i wish i knew how to use those swing flags... (i think thats what they're called....) its not fun if u try it and it just keeps getting tangled up. oh no theres added preactices on monday!!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!! oh well. i don't really mind... not that much. hmmmm i don't think we're going to have tryouts if we are all already practicing already and about to pay for stuff, so... i want to go do something... my book is only semi-interesting because its all short stories. and it has miss marple and i HATE miss marple >:( anyways, i gtg byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! (too many twisted dreams to write about, so i won't even bother. and they're all mixed up and only barely remembered anyway)

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hum why are all my posts centered? oh well. man, i didn't have any good dreams of gackt or kaiba, even though i listened to gackt (papa lapped a pap lopped and vanilla and lu:na) before i went to sleep. darn. but i fell asleep in class (drivers ed.... while mr gugiana corrects the tests/pretests/quizzes, he just drones on and on.... zzzzz) and i dreamed of gackt!!!! beautiful, beautiful gackt. but i don't remember what happened, awwww. i'm starting to think i'm addicted to gackt. but i still love kaiba... its like the jewel thing, haha! i want a scanner. and my own new computer. or at least this computer to myself. and gackt. and kaiba. X) ugh the drivers ed accidents notebook is due tomorrow, so i can't procrastinate anymore... darn. ewwww i can't believe i used to like spiderman. gross. usually when i like someone (almost always a fictional character, haha) i still like them later, but NO! ew i don't even want to type his name. he's so... ugh. anyways, i can hear gackt in my head.... i get to hear his voice, but then i don't remember everything in sequence so it just repeats some parts. i want to hear him for real! i was being tortured in class because my stupid batteries ran out of power. stupid! and no one else had batteries either, for some odd reason. so without batteries, my cd player was just... dead. noooooo!!! well, at least now i'm home and i can listen as much as i want... or watch!!! ahaha!!! ok i guess not watch because i have that project to do... :(

oh my gackt is so SEXY!!! *runs after gackt* i watched the vanilla video again!! haha. i also watched yu-gi-oh again. poor kaiba! poor yugi!!! it was the episode where yugi lost to kaiba because he threatened his life. how sad!!!!! poor yugi!!!! anyways, there was colorguard practice today. yay we got these cool wing things. well, they're not wings, but thats what they look like and i don't know what they're called. i don't even know how to use them, but they're fun to play with. it looks really cool! gosh i was mad afterwards because instead of going home, my mom picked my up and then shipped me over to my cousin's house. i planned to shower early and then do my drivers ed accidents notebook too! grrrrrr! and i had all this STUFF. grrrrrrr. now i only have one day to do it. darn. it was so annoying. i hate it when people just assume you have nothing to do, and since you aren't driving, there's not much you can do about it. >:( also, my younger cousin got this curler system thing, and we wanted to try it out, but my sister hogged the large curls and i got stuck with the jumbo curls. so i got nothing! my hairs too long to curl with the weakest curler! gosh! man... not fair. by coincidence, though, i made me think of cutting my hair again, and also my sister found a big pile of magazines of my older cousin's, and when i asked her to give me one, she gave me one with "find the perfect haircut for your face shape" or whatever, and i got all excited. but then, turned out i don't really know what my face shape is, so... it was a waste of time. oh i learned what our costumes for colorguard would be. at least one of them. and i think the theme is medusa. is that how you spell it? huh. anyways, thats cool, huh? i think so. 7 more days of summer school!!!!!! yay!!!! you don't know how GLAD i am! now summer can really get started!!!! yay!!!!!!!!!!!! anyways, i think i'm going to sleep now. gosh i gotta do all of the drivers ed accidents notebook tomorrow... oh well thats what i get for procrastinating. haha we were taping the new silks to flags today, and everyone thinks i have obsessive compulsive disorder now because i kept trying to do it perfectly. but we were running out of time, so i had to sacrifice the yellow one by not stopping to make it pretty and perfect. darn. oh well, the red is better than the yello. ok i'm gonna go to sleep... blissful sleep!! i hope i dream of gackt and kaiba!!!!!! i hope so!!!! that would be the best....

eheehee! more of GACKT sexy sexy... and its vanilla gackt! i love his vanilla hair... *sigh* (oh yeah its going off but who cares)

Which Gackt are you most like?


You are the final appearance of Gackt as a Malice Mizer member.
"Le Ciel" has an ethereal, slightly eerie, but extremely beautiful melody with very powerful lyrics. Gackt's vocal and lyrical talents are at its best in this song.
Even the music video is memorable, probably one of Malice Mizer's best during their Gackt period. All of the members are almost godlike, with a very graceful state about them, and are wearing possibly some of the coolest visual kei outfits in all of jrock... just mind the fingernails.

I LOVE GACKT!!! and KAIBA!!!!!!

GACKT. I WATCHED THE VANILLA VIDEO. I LOVE GACKT'S VANILLA HAIR!!!!!!!! so sexy!!! i watched it 7 times straight. but its not finished. darn. AHHHH!!!! so sexy!! i love his dancing ><

ok i made my cookies... they taste very good indeed. i finished my book, and now i'm reading the regatta mystery and other stories. darn caroline is ahead by three books. darn. stupid her. what a dork! she reads all day! haha jk. anyways. do you want to know who the murderer was in the other book? you could always read it, but i'll just tell you. it turned out to be Jane Wilkinson (or Lady Edgware) after all! and i even guesses the part where she switched places with Carlotta Adams. yup. i'm getting the gackt vanilla video...AHHHH!!! ok my mom bought the white tape for me... hmmm what movie should i watch next? i also had a dream today but i don't remember what it is.. gosh i'm very sleepy. i get 6 hours of sleep everyday. not that bad, but i'm still tired. O.O i can't wait to watch the video!!!!! AHHHHHH!!!! its the best.... sigh... oh i have more of those tests... but i don't really remember them because my cousin told me them a long time ago. yawn. sleepy. hum still gotta do that traffic thing... i'm so lazy! haha. how come no one goes online anymore? ok i'm going to try to remember that test from way back then. just for you. haha. there are three of them in total. oh yeah, and theress one from one of my old magazines.


first one: barn
you are walking down a road and you see a barn.
1) is the barn door open, or closed?

you enter the barn and you see a table.
2) is it circle (round) or square?

you exit the barn at the back end and you see a pond
3) describe the pond with two adjectives (don't use color!!! it won't work if you do)

near the pond is a frog
4) describe the frog in three adjectives (again, doin't use color)

ok thats it (hey it was short... maybe i'm forgetting something, ha)
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here are the interpretations: (they're a bit foggy, like my memory)

1) if you said the door was open, you're a more open person; if you said the door was closed, you're more likely to keep your secrets to yourself and are not as.... open

2) if you said the table was round, you're a follower; if you said the table was square, you're a leader (yay)

3) the adjectives describing the pond describe your children

4) the adjectives describing the frog describe your husband (ha, for anyone who put "fat" or "ugly" or "stinky" haha! thats funny)




second one: woods
one day you are driving along a road. you see trees around you
1) how many are there? (estimate...)

2) are they fat/thick or thin?

you get out of your car and decide to follow a path into the woods. you walk and walk until you see a body of water
3) describe the body of water with two adjectives (example: fast moving)

you sit on a log watching the water and an animal sits down next to you
4) describe the animal with two adjectives (example: friendly)
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the foggy interpretations: (hey i just noticed these only have 4 questions each. oh well. shrug)

1) the number of trees equals the number of children you will have

2) if you said thin trees, you will be poor; if you said thick/fat, you will be rich

3) the adjectives describe your children (these don't really make that much sense, but oh well)

4) the adjectives describe your husband (eheh a bit of a repeat those two)




the third one: boyfriend/hospital
one day you are at your house and someone calls you to tell you that your boyfriend is in the hospital. shocked, you decide to rush over there.
1) to reach the hospital, do you drive down the short, bumpy shortcut through the alleys or do you take the long, smooth road?

2) when you get there, what floor is your boyfriend on?

3) on the way there, you spot a piece interesting note on the floor. do you pick it up?

4) when you finally get to his room, a doctor emerges just before you step inside and tells you that sadly, he has died. do you go in anyway, or do you leave?
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interpretations:

1) if you decided to take the short, bumpy road, you will have a short but exciting life; if you take the long, smooth road, you will have a long but boring life.

2) the floor you boyfriend is on is how many children you will have

3) if you pick it up, then you are very curious and nosy and can easily be lead astray from your goals; if you ignored the note, then you are focused on your goal

4) if you go inside anyways, then you can and do confront your problems in life; if you leave, you don't like to face unpleasant situations




ok this one is the last one of these tests that i have, and i got it from ym. its a better test and its cool!!! (or long and boring if you don't like these things) not like those other short ones heh heh. ok, the other tests are very short and i'm sure you can remember your answers, but this one is a bit longer and more detailed, so you have to write down your answers. here goes:

imagine that you're walking along a road
1) describe, in as much detail as possible, the condition of the road
2) what color is the road?

you continue until you come to a river
3) how clean is the water?
4) how fast is the currant?
5) what, if anything, is in the water?

you have to cross the river
6) how do you choose to do so?

once you have made it to the other side of the river, you see a house
7) what color is the house?
8) describe the house's condition
9) does anyone live there? if so, who? (it includes yourself)

as you continue walking, you spot a key on the road
10) describe the condition of the key
11) what do you do with it-- pick it up or leave it on the ground?

you continue down the path until you come upon something that blocks your way
12) what is it?
13) what's beyond the obstacle?
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interpretations:

the road (questions 1-2):
the way you described the pavement symbolizes the way you view you world as it is today. if the path was smooth or freshly paved, then you feel you have a pretty easy life; if it was bumpy or full of potholes, you've been having a rough time. now find the color you picked for your road on the list below. the adjectives that follow it indicate how you secretly perceive yourself.

*white: innocent or sheltered
*black or blue: sad
*orange and green: confident or peaceful
*transparent or shiny: spiritual
*yellow: carefree
*gray: confused
*red: super-excited
*brown: unappreciated
*purple: unique or original
*pink: old-fashioned
*gold: money-oriented


the river (questions 3-6):
water represents intimacy or your ability to get close to others

*the cleaner the river was, the more trusting you are; the murkier it was, the harder it is for you to open up
*the faster the river's current was, the quicker you are to leap in love
*if the water was clear or inhabited by harmless creatures, you have mostly had happy relationships. if there was something in the water that could have bitten you, there's a good chance that someone you trust has hurt you. twigs, leaves, or branches floating in the river also signify hurt feelings.

how you crossed the river tells tons about how ready you are to fall in love. the closer you allowed yourself to get to the water, the more trusting you are in relationships. if you:

*swam across: you're ready for love because you're happy and comfortable with yourself
*stepped on stones or took a boat: you're slow to open your heart
*walked along a fallen log: you're pretty scared of love, but you've also been known to lose your balance and fall in completely!
*crossed a bridge: you avoid intimacy as much as you can


the house (questions 7-9)
how you visualized this home symbolizes your emotional support system-- your parents, family, or anyone whom you rely. if you pictured a house in good condition, you probably get lots of attention and encouragement; if it was run-down, you probably feel a little attention deprived.

whom did you picture in the house? that person signifies how solid your self-esteem is. if you live in it, you have a good self image, but if someone else resides there, you don't yet believe you deserve to get everything you want. if the house is vacant, you may have trouble bonding with people, especially your parents. to find out what the color of your house means, check out the color list under the road category again; this time your selected shade will symbolize what your family life is like. actually, since i'm so nice, i'll just copy the list and paste it here so you guys don't have to scroll up. awww, aren't i nice?

*white: innocent or sheltered
*black or blue: sad
*orange and green: confident or peaceful
*transparent or shiny: spiritual
*yellow: carefree
*gray: confused
*red: super-excited
*brown: unappreciated
*purple: unique or original
*pink: old-fashioned
*gold: money-oriented


the key (questions 10-11):
the condition of your key represents your outlook on life. optimists see shiny, functional keys; pessimists see tarnished or rusty keys. did you pick yours up? if so, you're confident in your problem-solving abilities. if you left it on the road, then you feel less sure of yourself when it comes to making decisions.


the obstacle (questions 12-13):
the last part of the road journey, the obstacle, represents any person, circumstance, or feeling that is keeping you from achieving ultimate happiness. it may be a current problem or something that's still bugging you from the past. here's a list of common barriers and their meanings:

*a wall or fence: you keep your feelings inside
*a small rock: there's some tension in your life, but its manageable
*a boulder: you have a big issue you need to deal with
*an unfriendly animal: something (or someone) is scaring you and you're trying to steer clear of it
*a fallen tree: emotional pain is making it hard for you to move on

was your obstacle something not identified here? if so, think about bad experiences you've had or people who have hurt you. that's the first step toward confronting your feelings and being able to get on with your life.

what you saw beyond the roadblock is a clue to your future. if you envisioned something bleak, you probably think your life will be hard. if it was foggy, then your future's not yet clear to you. did you see gorgeous scenery or some other upbeat picture? if so, you look forward to whatever is to come.




ahhhhh! finally i'm done! gosh that took FOREVER!!!! now to post it... hope i don't accidentally delete all this, because that would really suck.

i'm watching yu-gi-oh right now... kaiba! yay!!!!!! ok i'm going to make cookies! yum...

hum i went swimming today afterschool. forgot to buy my white electric tape for colorguard. practice is on wednesday. OMG i love gackt. GACKT!!! ok, sorry. AHHH!!!! i want to watch the vanilla video.... forget kaiba! NOOOOOOO!!!! i was just kidding. NEVER. oh i forgot to put what i got on that test. here, you can know: ajar, so open; square; full; porcelain; 9 (some other ppl got 10!); 3; new; yes, shiny jewels!!!; no; medium; cardboard; stone (ok, thats not a choice but thats what i imagined); white; quiet; run to the horse. ok thats it. ok lets see what to write. oh yes, i got new earrings. cherries. i thought they were flowers because i didn't know cherries had leaves attached to their stems. o_@;; haha i like that face very much. omg i'm watching yu-gi-oh right now because my sister taped it. how could i ever say forget kaiba!?!? but i was only kidding... but still... awww poor kaiba... :'( he's so cool!!!!! melody and yvone are not online and they said they would be... hey, i still didn't do my accidents notebook thing... oh no i forgot to get a newspaper today... darn. oh well...... *sigh* haha someone get one for me? j/k. oh i am more interested in my book now because it is more interesting. i mean, the plot begins to thicken... hey everyone take the test! its on one of the previous posts, the situation thing. you have to imagine everything, and answer questions on how you see it. ugh i forgot what i was going to say.. oh yeah i had some weird dreams again. but not today, it was last last night. and i wrote it down but accidentally deleted it. o_@;; haha the face again! anyways, it had something to do with some cats i had multiplying and then me and some friends walking to mcdonalds/my kitchen. it was weird. everyone already ordered their food from "mcdonalds" (but it was really inside my kitchen), but i didn't and couldn't decide on what to order, and i kept opening the fridge for some reason. oh well. i won't go into details. anyways, since i forgot what i was going to write, i guess i won't write anything... oh wait, i watched girl, interrupted today. its good. maggies favorite. she was the one who let me borrow it. watch it if you haven't! but they do cuss a lot.. the f word and yeah. anyways, i think thats it... arg gotta do that stupid accidents thing... (gackt, kaiba, where are you???)

ok i typed all that for nothing. gosh, i wrote a lot and then it just... disappeared... darn :'( i don't want to type it all out again, so you'll never know what happened to me today... *cackles* sorry, i've gone a bit mad...

ok the time for that last post is so late because it wasn't working before so i just posted it now. anyways, to continue, uh... i forgot what i was talking about. oh yeah, this is the test:

Situation:
You are in a deep, deep forest... as you walk on you saw an old hut standing there
(1) What is the status of the door? (Opened/closed)

You enter the hut and see a table...
(2) What is the shape of the table? (Round/Oval/Square/Rectangle/Triangle)

On top of the table there is a vase... in the vase there is water.
(3) How much water is it filled up with? (Full/Half/Empty)

(4) and what is the vase made of? [(Glass/porcelain/clay)(metal/plastic/wood)]

You walk out of the hut... as you carry on your walk in the forest... you see a waterfall from far... there is water running down...
(5) What is the speed of the water? (Choose a number ranging from 0 to 10, 0 being the slowest, 10 the fastest)

Some time after the waterfall... you step on something hard on the ground... as you look down... you see glistening gold in color. You bend down and pick it up... it is a key chain chained with keys...
(6) How many key /keys you see hanging on the key chain? (Choose a number ranging from 1 to 10)

You walk on and on... trying to find your way out... suddenly you see a castle.
(7) What is the condition of the castle? (Old/new)

You enter the castle and saw a pool of murky water with shining jewels floating on it...
(8) Will you pick up the jewel? (YES/NO)

Next to the murky pool... there's another pool... with clear water and money floating on it...
(9) Will you pick the money? (YES/NO)

Walking to the end of the castle there is an exit... you proceed to walk out of the castle. Outside the exit, there is big garden, you see a box on the ground.
(10) What is the size of the box? (small/medium/big)

(11) What is the material of the box? (cardboard/paper/wooden/metal)

There is a bridge in the garden some distance away from the box,
(12) What is the bridge made of? (metal/wooden/rattan)

Across the bridge, there is a horse.
(13) What is the color of the horse? (white/black/brown/black)

(14) What is the horse doing? (still and quiet/nibbling grass/running about)

OH NO!!! There is a tornado coming... some distance from the horse. You have 3 options:
(i) run and hide in the box?
(ii) run and hide under the bridge?
(iii) run to the horse, ride on and gallop away?

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Here are the interpretations:
(1) The door:
opened door - you are a person who is willing to share
closed door - you are a person who is keeping things to yourself

(2) The table:
Round/oval - any friends that came along, you will accept and trust them completely
Square/rectangle - you are a bit more choosy on friends and only hangout with those whom you think are on the same frequency
Triangle - you are really very, very picky about friends and there are not many friends in your life

(3) Water in vase:
Empty - your life is not fulfilled
Half filled - what you want in your life is half fulfilled
Full - your life is completely fulfilled

(4) Material of vase:
glass/clay/porcelain - you are weak in your life and tends to be fragile
metal/plastic/wood - you are strong in your life

(5) Flow of waterfall:
0 - no sex drive at all
1 to 4 - low sex drive
5 - average sex drive
6 to 9 - high sex drive
10 - gone case!!! super high sex drive!!! Can't live without sex...

(6) Keys:
1 - you have one good friend in your life
2 to 5 - you have a few good friends in your life
6 to 10 - you have a lot good friends

(7) Castle:
Old - shows that your last relationship is not a good one and is not memorable to you.
New - your last relationship is good and it's still fresh in your heart.

(8) The jewel from the murky pool water:
YES - when your partner is around you, you will flirt around with others.
NO - when your partner is around, you will stick around with him/her most of the time.

(9) The money from the clear water pool:
YES - even when your partner is not around you, you will still flirt around with others.
NO - even when your partner is not around, you will still think of her and will be loyal to her, not flirting around with others.

(10) The size of the box:
small - low ego
medium - average ego
big - high ego

(11) Material of the box (outlook of the box):
cardboard/paper/wooden(non-shining) - humble personality
metal - proud and stuck up personality

(12) The material of the bridge:
metal bridge - have very strong bond with your friends
wooden bridge - average bond with your friends
rattan bridge - you are not in good terms with your friends

(13) Color of the horse:
white - your partner is pure and good in your heart.
gray/brown - your partner is only average in your heart.
black - your partner doesn't seem to be good in your heart and appears to be bad sign.

(14) Horse action:
still and quiet/nibbling grass - your partner is a very homely and humble person.
running about - your partner is a wild type person.

This is the last but most important part of the test.
From how I ended the story... a tornado approaches... What are you going do? There are only 3 options:
(i) run and hide in the box?
(ii) run and hide under the bridge?
(iii) run to the horse, ride on and gallop away?

What will you choose?
Now, the above is signified by these things:
tornado - problems in your life
box - you
bridge - your friends
horse - your partner

(i) So if you choose the box, you keep your problems to yourself whenever you are met with problems.
(ii) or if you choose the bridge, you will go to your friends whenever you are met problems.
(iii) or lastly if you choose the horse, you seek your partner whenever your partner whenever you are met with problems.




ok thats it.

"Only Hope"

There's a song that inside of my soul
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold,
but you sing to me over and over and over again
So I lay my head back down,
and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my
only hope
Sing to me the song of the stars
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far,
sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again
So I lay my head back down,
and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my
only hope
I give you my destiny
I'm giving you all of me
I want your symphony
Singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs,
I'm giving it back
So I lay my head back down,
and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my
only hope




gosh i love that song. ^_^ i had another weird dream. x.X anyways, yesterday, i was reading harry potter and the chamber of secrets, or rereading it until 2:15. first i was kicked out of my room by caroline, so i went to the bathroom, then after a while i migrated to my brothers room because he was staying up, but apparently only until 2:00. then i got kicked out of there so i had to stop reading. my hair was still wet-ish but i didn't want to wake anyone up blow drying it, so i just went to sleep, wet hair and all. well, at least it wasn't dripping wet or anything. then i dreamed. but i (darn so many ants!!! they're disgusting) don't want to explain it right now. oh yeah, yesterday i took this test thing... its pretty cool. i'll put it up later. anyways, before i tell you more, i gotta go eat dinner first... i'll be back!!!